pure

chapter 3

i got into my apartment and as i shut the door i leaned on it for support. what the fuck just happened? this is me right? this isnt a freaky friday situation where i switched bodies with another is it? ok so backtrack: i woke up this in a frantic dash since i was running late. jordan blue eyes comes out of no where and offers me a ride to school and...i got to call cassie! i pulled out my phone but before i did anything else i pulled out jordans card and added him into my contacts. after dialing cassies number and waiting for her to answer i realized im starving so i head to the kitchen for a snack.

cassie answered on the third ring and said,

"sup bitch." what a nice gretting.

"cassie you know i hate it when you answer like that" i chuckled, classic cassie.

"oh yea, sorry princess" i could hear the smile forming on her face.i missed her so much.

"so you would never guess what just happened to me today?"

"what happened? you got laid didnt you? you dog! was he black?" she had this strange thing for black guys where she only dated and slept with black guys. she explained it to me many times but i never really understood much since much of it was sexual and im not exactly experienced in that area. at all. cassie has been trying to get me laid for awhile but nothing she picked ever worked out.

"i did not get laid for shits sake!" i couldnt help but laugh at how much enthusiasm was put into her theory " but it does involve a he and he actually happens to be black" she paused and i waited for a reaction

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"HOLY SHIT! YOU SCORED A BLACKIE? you better spill it right now or lord have mercy on your soul"

"Jesus cass calm down. i think you need some sort of counsiling because your obsession with black men is just getting out of control" i started laughing. she gets too excited sometimes about men.

"ok ok now tell me I'm dying here"i proceeded to tell her the whole story about my day and about Jordan and i just waited for her to soak it all in and process it.

"damn, so what did you say when you called him?"

"what do mean?" did she really think i was going to call the same day? that kind of seemed a little desperate to me and i dont want him thinkin i have nothing else to do. it was true that i had nothing else to do but i didnt want him to know that.

"you puss you didnt even call him did you?"

"no i didnt and i dont know if im going to anymore" with a clear head and going over it for the third time i can see that it doesnt make sense. He is gorgeous,rich and probably hangs around gorgeous and rich people who are most likely professional and proper and i am none of that and i hangout with cassie who is, well cassie and Anderson who is quite foriegn and has a thick haitian accent and mind as well be the hulk the way he is built. even if he was actually interested, and hes most likely not, there is no way i would fit into his world..

"heloooooo Abes! are you there? i can hear you breathing like a gorilla about to attack so i know you are there." i mustve lost myself in thought. i wonder how long shes been trying to talk to me.

"sorry cass what were you saying?"

"i said why the hell not? if he is as you described th-...is he fat?is that is?" wow.

"what? how shallow do you think i am? and no he isnt he has a very nice and firm build but there is just no way i would fit into his world or want to for that matter. we just arent compatible."