The pain of lust | Kaulitz twins (18+)

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Today I woke up early in the morning because the neighbors chose seven in the morning to renovate their apartment.

"Aghh" I screamed into the pillow in helplessness.

I hated living here, hated that there was a high street by my window.  There was a factory on my balcony.

Not only is it loud, it also smells...

I decided to get out of bed because lying there and staring at one point was pointless.  I grabbed the doorknob and left my room.

- How did you sleep, honey? - my mother asked when she saw me.

Tragic, awful, shitty, bad, massacre.  I could list endlessly.

"good" I looked at my mom to see how dark circles under my eyes I have.

She didn't say anything, just kissed my forehead and went to get dressed.  It looked like he was going somewhere.

I followed her curiously.

"Where are you going mom?"  I leaned against the door frame.

- Sell our apartment.

How is our apartment?

It took me a few seconds to realize what had happened.

Shit, we're moving!

"I love you for this mom" I hugged her lovingly.

She returned the hug.

Pack up, we're leaving soon. You will now go to school on the other side of Germany, replied my mother named Daphne with a smile.

I returned to the room with impetus, due to the intensity of these emotions, I did not want to eat.

I pulled out large bags from the dresser by the bed. I'll use them for packing.

"Fuck you! Now you won't wake me up at seven in the morning!"  I did the victory dance.

I walked over to my closet and started throwing clothes into bags. Starting from the highest shelf, ending with the lowest one.

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After finishing work, I wiped the sweat from my forehead with my hand. It was so hot that I decided to open the window.

Suddenly, I heard a distinctive buzzing sound. I started running around the room, trying to discourage the insect. I didn't want to be his target.

- Olivia, why are you shouting like that?  - this is my younger sister, Claudia.

"You know I'm terrified of insects," I said nervously, still trying to shoo the insect away.

Claudia is 5 years old, she is the sweetest person that exists in this world.  She is my favorite, I spend a lot of time with her.

- Will you play with me? - You could see hope in her eyes.

I can't refuse her.

"Sure, but first we have to pack you. First of all, I have to finish packing myself."

She just rolled her eyes and sat on my bed.

I have now gone to the dresser. I packed all my books and notebooks. I took the most important document for me - my diary.

- Hey Olivia, look!

The sight of my sister made me burst out laughing. She was wearing my Metallica T-shirt.

"Take it off now or you'll destroy it!"

She got up and prepared to run away.

"You can dream." She stuck her tongue out at me and ran to her room.

How can I cope with her...

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"Okay kids, are you sure you got everything?"  - typical mom.

"I have everything"

- I think so too - my sister replied.

The road passed quite quickly. Four hours passed in an instant thanks to books and music. I also slept a bit.  Most of the time, however, I spent admiring the views behind the glass.  They made me rethink my life.

Am I ready to see my dad after all these years?

My father left for work six months ago, and since then we've only talked on the phone.  It's amazing that we're going to be living with him now.  One question ran through my mind:

Do I miss him or his memory?

I was glad we were finally leaving this awful neighborhood and going to a less populated place.

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When I saw my house for the first time, I couldn't believe that it was where I would live.  He was gigantic.  I was surprised that only one person lived there.

"Oh shit" were the only words I could get out at that moment.

I walked into the giant house and the first smell I smelled was the smell of freshness. The interior was amazing, breathtaking.  Black was the dominant color in the room I entered. You can tell that the decor is very modern.

- My three angels, come here to me! - my father exclaimed happily.

It hasn't changed.

The conversation between me and my father was so sticky that it was already evening and we were still talking.

- Your mother enrolled you in Luchadores High School.  In the house next door, an experienced student of this school lives.  He's very nice and I think you two will become friends.  You should go see him, it's the first day of school tomorrow.

The first - day - of school are the three worst words ever written.

In response to my father's mention of a new school, my stress level has skyrocketed.  I felt my heart start to beat faster and my hands started to shake.

Hell no one can notice.

"You talked me into going to that boy. See you later, Dad."

I put on my hoodie and left the house, headed to the house next door.  Before I knocked on the door, my mind was flooded with thoughts.

It was opened by a boy about my age.

- Hey, you must be Olivia - he smiled warmly.

"Yes... If I may ask, how do you know it's me?"

I was stressed, very much so.

- I was appointed by your father as your mentor - he puffed out his chest proudly - I'm Alex, nice to meet you.

Alex was a very tall and slim boy. He was wearing tight pants and a tight black turtleneck with long sleeves.  Watches and bracelets adorned his wrists, and he had gold earrings in his ears.

He must be rich.

- Come in - he invited me with a gesture of his hand.

Good morning, how do you like it there?

I try to write longer chapters than in opposition ;)