𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐌𝐞 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐦 ...❄|| gyuricky

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞...❄️

lazily proof read+rewritten‼️
[ ricky... ]

I grunt as I wake up and immediately hear screaming. Gosh it's seven in the morning.

"Morning Ricky." I flinch a little and I look up to see Gyuvin smiling at me. Goddamn he's so fine...

"Morning... why is everyone screaming?"

"I have no idea actually." He said as I felt him warp his arm around my shoulder. Literal shivers. I look around at my friends unamused. Sometimes they are so fucking boisterous and loud.

"Hey guys why don't we leave soon? Ricky needs some time alone from all the ruckus me made," All the yelling came to a stop once Gyuvin said that. I'm so thankful for him saying that because all the noise was a bit overstimulating.

I smiled at him warmly, silently thanking him. He returned the smile which was equally as warm and bright. His face beaming with coziness and playfulness. Totally opposite of me but so fitting.

Everyone else was packing up their belongings while chatting and laughing. I join them in the chatter and also help them find lost belongings, mostly Taerae and Matthew.

"And then he said, ' You're being sensitive,' Like what the fuck! I'm so happy someone separated him from the girl cause things could've escalated." Hanbin rambled on. Now I completely see why Hao is in love with him. He's gentle, kind, and charming. Even though he's kind of stupid sometimes, he always cares about others needs first. I guess he rubbed off on Gyuvin because he acts almost the same but more playful.

At this point, everyone had fully packed up and was heading downstairs, except Gyuvin. I picked up some scattered blankets and heaved a sigh when I tossed them on my bed.

"Do you need help cleaning up? I'm happy to help Ricky!" Gyuvin cheers while having a simple smile, as always. I breathe out a chuckle and smile widely. Gyuvin's joyful aura taking up the air.

"I'll be fine. Don't worry!"

"Are you sure? There's a pretty big mess so I think some help might be needed."

"No, no it's okay Gyuvin! You can head home I can handle cleaning up."

"You sure?"

"Yep! 100% sure!" I give him a thumbs up to further prove my point. He nods and exits my bedroom. I follow him downstairs all the way to the door. I wave and he waves back while I stand at the doorway watching him hop into Hanbin's car. My eyes follow the car as it drives away. Soon, snow started falling elegantly from the sky.

I shut the door and walk up the stairs back to my room. I look at my disheveled room with my Christmas decorations scattered miscellaneously with pillows and blankets covering every inch of the floor. Let's get cleaning...

after tidying up...

I sit at my desk and take a notebook off of a shelf beside it. "DEAR RICKY." was written on the front of the notebook or, well, diary in black marker. Pink, black, and white embellishments placed randomly but precisely on the cover as well. I flip through many pages with doodles and writing to find a blank, fresh page. I pick up a pen and write...

Sung Gyuvin...
As kind as the sky,
As generous as the sun,
As playful as the wind,
As elegant as the snow,
As loving as flowers,
As beautiful as the clouds,
My love bleeds mightily for.
—————-
Dear Diary,

Sung Gyuvin. He is the reason for all the feelings I have. It's sappy and cliché I know. But I can't help it. There' s just something about him. Something so... I don't even know how to explain it in words. I've only known him for a day! How can I know that he's the one? All my anxiety and stress go away when I'm with him. I feel so safe. Comfortable. I don't want to seem selfish. Am I doing too much? I love Sung Gyuvin with all my heart.

Love,
Ricky

REDID IT AND PROUD😻‼️
[ heyo!! I'M ALIVE!!MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!! I can't wait for Christmas I'm so excited omg. Anyways, how has everyone been? I've been so unproductive but I promise I'll try to be more productive!! LOVE YOU ALL!🎄 ]