Warning might be triggering
Alexis pov
I just posted a picture of Daniel and I on Twitter for our 4 month anniversary.
Caption: 4 Months with the best😍💖 @iamdanielskye
After I posted that all I saw was hate. Not one good comment.
' kill yourself you fat whore'
' Daniel better off without you '
' you're worthless I don't know why Daniel is still with you'
' none of us like you why don't you do us all a favor and die'
' die you fat ugly bitch'
Its like that everyday buy today is where I draw the line. I'm gonna do everyone a favor and just die. Daniel wouldn't be here for another hour so now was the perfect time. I went into the bathroom and locked myself inside. I grabbed my phone and went on Twitter. I took a deep breath and tweeted.
@lexii:" you guys are right I'm nothing but a fat ugly bitch who's worthless. I don't deserve Daniel. So I'm gonna do you all a favor and do what you guys been telling me to do. Goodbye "
I clicked tweet and tweeted one more thing.
@lexii" Daniel I'm sorry but I love you with all my heart I hope you know that never forget that "
Daniel pov
I was in the studio when bex came running to me.
" Daniel have you been on Twitter?!"
" no why"
" something is up with Lexi"
I went on Twitter and saw what bex was talking about.
@lexii:" you guys are right I'm nothing but a fat ugly bitch who's worthless. I don't deserve Daniel. So I'm gonna do you all a favor and do what you guys been telling me to do. Goodbye "
@lexii" Daniel I'm sorry but I love you with all my heart I hope you know that never forget that "
No this can't be happening.
"Bex get mom now and tell her to start the car!"
Bex got my mom and we rushed to her house.
* Alexis pov
I grabbed a razor and broke off the blade.
One cut for being ugly.......
One cut for being fat......
One cut for being a whore..
One cut for being worthless .....
I dropped the razor an let my arm bleed. Cutting wasn't even enough so I looked through my medicine cabinet and found some pills. I tried to open it with one hand but it was very hard.
• ten minutes later
I couldn't get the bottle to open so I grabbed another one. As I was trying to open it I heard foot steps running up the stairs.
" Alexis! Lexi! Where are you?!! "
Shit it was Daniel. I was still struggling when Daniel knocked on the door.
" Lexi are you in there?!"
" go away I just want to die"
" Lexi please open the door "
" no I just want to die. Everyone hates me "
" open the door or I will bust it open "
I ignored him and few minutes later Daniel busted through the door and took the pills from me.
" what are you doing?!"
" Stop lets just die "
" no! I can't do that"
" why not all of your fans hate me! I should just die"
" if you die I'm dying with you. But I'm not ready to die so you're not dying today "
I just cried as he hugged me.
"Let's clean you arm up"
He sat me on the toilet and cleaned my arm up. When he was done we left the bathroom and sat on his bed.
" why"
" I couldn't handle the hate anymore "
" you know you can talk to me "
" but you weren't here "
" you could have called me"
" I'm sorry "
"No I'm sorry"
" why are you sorry "
" I didn't defend you. I didn't even notice how depressed you've been. I'm the worst boyfriend ever "
" no you're not. You're the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. You saved me and I couldn't be happier "
" awe babe"
I smiled and kissed his cheek.
" I'm sorry our 4month didn't go as planned"
" it's okay baby girl I'm just glad you're still here. "
Later on that day Daniel tweeted something to his fans.
@iamdanielskye: hey guys thanks to you I almost lost the best thing in my life. My girlfriend @lexii 💖 today is our four month anniversary and because of the hate you guys sent her she tried to commit💔. I'm just glad I got there in time I don't know what I would do with out her she's my world and with out her I wouldn't be me. So I would appreciate if you guys would stop sending her hate because if you can't appreciate the fact that I'm happy with her then you're not a real skyehard. I love you guys but the hate has to stop❤️
I read the tweet and hugged him.
" I love you so much Daniel "
" I love you more Lexi"
" impossible "
" nothing's impossible when it comes to my love for you"
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