Have you ever questioned you sanity...
I have...
Almost every day, every night wonder are my thoughts right？
Why can't I clear my head oh wait there's to many worries crowded in there.
Oh wait there is to many violent thoughts.
Oh wait there is to many twisted jokes in my mind....
I always hide... from that stupid monster hiding in my insides
It's hard...but I manage to smile
I look up ask for hope.
Where is it now...
I get I feel it I use it... till night falls when the bad things fill my head.
Brains twitching can't handle the pain..
But then I'm out
Knocked out
No pain no nothing no doubts
I'm at peace
Finally
