The Meaning of the Texts

Less than a month to see who he really was...

This Hideous story begins right after my high school graduation, actually...the next day.

First let me introduce myself...my name is Page, I'm 17 years old and I recently graduated high school on May 2015. I've never been a girl with a lot of friends, or being super social, not even a boyfriend, maybe that's one of the reasons for people to think I'm weak and childish.

There was this guy from school named John, thru all the years of school he never talked to me or invite me somewhere, not even hang out. We actually weren't that close or even friends, but since the day after graduation he started talking to me a lot and texting me a lot... Thru "snapchat", "messages" and "whatsapp", we even FaceTime one time but that didn't worked at all so we leave it as texting.

We talked like everyday for two weeks, those weeks were exactly between graduation and prom.

Every time he talked or text me, his words were really sweet and confusing at the same time! he was like;

" hey "

or

" what's up pretty "

Even if I said just a " Hi "

He always ended up saying " How was your day babe " followed by a really disturbing emoji. Those were the things that confused me... How can a normal simple friend like him, had the courage to talk to me like that? I never understood.

It felt really weird for me, hearing him say all those things out of nowhere, I almost thought he was interested in me or something... but I couldn't believe it, so I kept the talking and gave it a shot to see what else he had to say.

His messages thru "snapchat" began to be deep, actually really deep... So deep that he asked me more than seven times if I wanted to start something with him, but he never mentioned the word "girlfriend" that's why I was so insecure.

Between all this days, we had our ups and downs. He was trying to flirt with me... But as men always do or at least some of them, he screw it all by asking me to send him nudes... Thing that I never did, I got really angry and stop the conversations for like two days, just to make him think about the monstrosity he asked. Then I decided to give him a second chance to see if the things worked out.

He was really excited about prom that he even invited me to be his date, although he didn't care that I already had a prom date, which was my cousin because I couldn't find another date. The day before prom it was his birthday party at the beach, and of course I was invited. I wasn't really sure of going or not because I didn't knew what to say or do and didn't wanted to look like an easy girl or a slut for following his words...So I never showed up, that made him a little angry and anxious I guess, so he texted me at night to see what was going on and why I never showed up at his party.

Actually one of the things that made me change my mind about the party was his messages of three days earlier... He kept asking like crazy if I wanted to visit him on his room at the hotel while prom, I wasn't sure of going or not because I got really confused. Thru all the messages between us he invented a quote, that was our joke quote... And it said:

- " Never believe in whatever I say... Remember I'm just joking"-

Damn it! That stupid quote almost made me fall for someone who wasn't worth it.

Ugh! At this time I hate him so much.

As you may see I was confused as hell because I never knew if he was talking seriously or just joking with me.

I did though about visiting his room but then I discovered that he wasn't alone, there was more people on his room all getting drunk and causing trouble, so I said NO to the invitations. I was pretty sure that there was something weird and creepy about this, but I ignored it...To be honest he scared me at the beginning with his texts and directly invitations to his room! [and seriously his invitations were not precisely to talk or watch a movie] but I pretend that I didn't care and got interested and full of illusion.