Thoughts

Emotions

I hate emotions. I don't like how they have control over you as a person. I mean I guess that's just me though, because most people are able to suppress their emotions and not rule most of their decisions. However if we did not have any emotions we would not be here. Because preferably, there is love that allows us to be able to connect and create life. But if I were given the choice i would probably get rid of my emotions. I think they are very unuseful and distracting. They seem to always get in the way, Especially sadness. It gives you the reflex to cry even when crying is useless. In fact, most of the time crying sets us back. I would really enjoy life without a constant feeling of discontent and would trade in all of my positive emotions for that. This is because most of my discontent stems from my lack of anyone loving me in a romantic way. I'm so helplessly in love with the idea of love that it is constantly somewhere in my mind. I feel that I would be better off that way. Of course that is just a feeling, and yet another example of how feelings and emotions happen to steer my life quite often. I also really hate how much emotions effect other people or the other way around. Like its bad enough that they effect the usual decisions that you have to make in life, but then they go affecting the people around you. The amount of things emotions can effect is overwhelming and I think that is another reason I would prefer not have them. They have so much power and influence on your life and be used of them sometimes the wrong decision is made. They never cease to amaze me and how much control they have over me.