For Your Love || Taekook

Chapter 30

2 weeks

That's how long jungkook was able to last without taehyung. Now he couldn't take it anymore. He feels like he can't breathe. Like someone has choked him.

He felt like he missed a peice of himself. He didn't felt the need to eat. He didn't wanted to fall asleep as long as it's not in taehyung's arms.

A weight of taehyung's body over him. He missed taehyung with his everything.

Now he knows what was his mistake,

he didn't believed in the forever taehyung told him.

He should have stayed and talked with him, he should have told
taehyung how he was feeling.

He came out of his thinking when he heard his name being called. It was his turn now.

Parachute riding. It was all in his bucket list. he wanted to try every adventure game. Bunjee jumping, rafting, rope riding and many more. If jungkook will count it would take a whole day and his list of things would continue.

But the day taehyung came in his life he wanted to share everything with taehyung. He wanted to do bunjee jumping but along with taehyung.

Now he don't have the urge to do any of these alone.

When the person who was calling him shook him, then he came out of his trance.

He removed the safety equipments he wore. No, he can't do it. He won't do it without taehyung.

He don't want to do it now.

He backed away. He said sorry to the person and made his way down.

Yugyeom stopped him before he can go anywhere.

"What happened kook, why you came back?" Yugyeom asked him while grabbing his arm.

"I can't do this yugy, I can't do this without tae. I want him" jungkook whispered being overwhelmed.

"What have I done yugy" jungkook said.

Yugyeom rubbed his back in order to calm him down.

Yugyeom hugged him and caressed his back constantly assuring him that they will go back today itself but for now he needed to calm jungkook before he panic more.

Yugyeom took his phone out and called taehyung.

Since the morning jungkook was behaving more sacredly then everyday. He should have done it earlier.

They were in Queenstown, new Zealand. Jungkook's most favourite place in the whole world. He wanted to visit it before he turn 23.

Needless to say he had very much things to do here.

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Taehyung didn't felt like he was alive.
Without seeing jungkook for two weeks made him realise that he can never live without him.

He drank himself to sleep every night because sleep was far more to come.

He worked all day but every hour still felt like years. Each day felt like an year has passed. He was so habituated with having jungkook around him, caring for him, making him eat on time, sleeping with him, talking to him, telling him how his whole day went.

Now he didn't have anyone who he can share those like he used to do with jungkook. Well he don't want anyone else if not jungkook.

He opened his phone to  see if he got any updates of jungkook. Because today he didn't saw even a single picture of jungkook.