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Here is the starting of a brand new book, let's hope I actually finish this book <3
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Jisung sat reading through the comments on his most recent post and listening to one of his favorite songs at the moment being, paint the town red by doja cat

Most of the comment were all positive some more then others

I usually always listen to music when looking at comments cus it calms me down knowing I could possibly come past a bad or mean comment while looking through them

Channie hyung usually tells me to not look at the comments knowing my anxiety might cause me to over thing or be overly sensitive about anything remotely negative

I'm not as good at holding in my feelings as he is, I hate that

But when I listened to paint the town red it just makes me feel more confident

The thought of receiving hate and criticism for no reason and instead of wanting everyone to like her she just wants to just be herself, but she puts that in her own words by saying (I'd rather be famous instead)

I just love and admire that even tho everyone hates on her she doesn't let it get to her and does what she wants anyway and will do anything to not let anyone get in her way even if it means hurting some people in the process

One day I want to be able to say what I say and mean it without caring about the hate and backlash about what I do

I was about to finish going through the comments when I heard some one walking towards me

I could tell they had just waked up just by hearing them yarn and the grunts coming from there mouth as they stretched

Just as I looked up to see who it was my eyes closed when I felt a pair of soft lips on mine already knowing who it it just from the kiss

Without thinking twice I pulled my hands around their neck and pulling myself up as his hands snaked around my waist pulling me up for my legs to wrap around him

It was Minho

I hummed in his mouth feeling the vibration as I pulled away from him and looking him dead in his eyes

"Why are you up so early?" I asked generally confused

He usually gets up around 11am-12pm but it was 9 am

"I could ask you the same thing" Minho looked very relaxed as if he just when to the best massage in his life and relieved all his tension built up

But I know he hadn't cus I've been with him all day and night yesterday

"I just felt like I needed to post on instagrams, I mean you and me are the only ones running the main account know, I minus well give the viewer what they want" I responded trying to sound the most honest as I could right now

I mean it wasn't a lie I did post pictures of my from yesterday but I just was also looking and reading negative comments

"Are you sure you was only posting or was you looking at the comments?"

"I promise on my dead peat leaf I was only posting"

"Well one point out to how I know your lying is that leaf is already dead so why would you care about it, and two your listening to music while scrolling on your phone I know you hannie we all do"

I looked down feeling disappointed like I did something wrong, dang it I knew I should have wore an AirPod

"Well sir, i really cared about that leaf for your information, he was my best friend, and who said I can't just listen to music to get inspiration hmm??"

"Your listening to doja you only listen to her when you need to feel confident or build up your strength to do something and that's only when your looking at comments. Hand me your phone"

"NOOO why it's my phone"

"Yeah it is but I don't need my baby feeling sad bc of what a whole bunch of random you don't know are trying to make you down and depressed"

Ad much as I hate to admit it, he was right so without a second thought I handed over my phone falling back down on the couch being sad and pouting

"What did he do this time"

Another voice said approaching us,

I knew it was bang Chan he had very smooth voice that has this very deep accent to it

It's in of the things that makes his voice so attractive

I looked up as soon as I heard him and started jumping over to him before throwing myself into his arms to catch me and luckily he did

"Channie he's being so mean to me, he took my phone and told me I can't have it no more" I said making my eyes real big in the best attempt to make puppy dog eyes

"Oh well baby I'm sure he didn't do it for no reason" he said branding down kissing me on my nose before guiding us to the kitchen

"I didn't, he kept looking at the comment even after us telling him million times not too"

"Han baby you need to stop doing that, your just bring yourself down and yk I hate seeing you sad"

"I know I just can't help it"

"Well you need to start helping it" seungmin said while walking in to the kitchen taking his seat across from the seat next to me

"I will, I promise"

The other 4 members came in soon after all looking sleepy and exhausted

"Okay guys time to wake up, we have the global citizen's festival coming up in five days, we have a 15 hour flight to New York tonight so make sure all your stuff is ready, we have to go sign papers record in the studio and talk to JYP before we leave so that leaves us with 13 hours to do all of this, we'll more like 12 since we have to get there before the plane Leaves at 10 pm so 12 hours and then we have to head to the airport and get on our flight. So let's likes make today productive yeah?"

Bang Chan said trying to get us up and ready and surprisingly it was working

We where all so excited to go to the festival

"Okay time to eat and get ready let's goooo"

It's that damn accent

Well let's have a good day I guess
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The first chapter let's keep this going I hope someone actually reads this and I hope y'all have a good day bye-bye

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