My Life

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Chapters 1 :

I see myself walking down the street, while holding the guy's hand beside me. He's tall, dressed very well, well built and has a dark hair. Why can't I see his face? Suddenly, he pointed out something to the left side and when I turn around I saw many people holding red roses in their hands, a tarpaulin with a picture of me with him, I think so, with a words "Will you - Ring Ring Ring Ring Ring

Silently, I opened my eyes and realized it was a dream. It always happens to me, this clingy dream. I hate it very much. If dream was a person, I would definitely punch dream right in the face. If it was though.

I use my right hand to sit upright and get the clock to see what time is it. It was 6 in the morning, I have classes to go to but I think I need more sleep. "Yeah five minutes is enough" I always say that to myself and ended up sleeping again for thirty minutes or so. Do you know that feeling when you feel like life is punishing you? Like, you planned to go out and play something and suddenly heavy rain starts falling. Ugh!! I really hate that moment. Like when you have to wake up early cause you have .... to .... do .... HOMEWORK.

" Aaaaaah, I totally forgot I have a homework." I stood up from bed and search for my bag. I haven't clean my room for weeks, it's really a mess now. I used to clean my room at least thrice a week. I'm not clean freak, I just want my room tidy.

I opened my bag and found a piece of paper. 'Fag' was written over the crumpled paper. Yeah, bullies as always. It was Franklin for sure, he's the only person I know in school who can't get over on my sexual orientation. Before, every single person in school, well except for the teachers-their are so kind to me- was bullying me. At first, I let their bully hit me but, little by little I stand up for myself. I realized that, if I won't stand up for myself, who will? No one.

So, I always give them my middle finger whenever they bully me. It's my sign of thanks for making me strong. For giving me the chance to realize how weak I was. But not now.

When I stand up for myself, I gain friends. I don't know if their real but at least I have some to be with beside me walking around the campus, I'm not scared of being alone now. I got used to it.

I'm done doing everything I had to do and I am now walking through the elevator. I pushed the down sign and as I wait for 3 seconds, it opened revealing a bearded nice-looking guy. He looks like at least 26 or so, he's wearing a nice blue lined suit with brown necktie, brown dress shoes and brown leather watch but the most consoling part was he's face. "Holy God of Love" He smiled. Oh my, did I say that out loud? Why're you smiling bro?

I enter the elevator and place myself on the corner. The button for ground floor was already pressed, maybe he lived here too. I've been here for at least seven years and I haven't ever saw this guy here. So, it means his new here. OMG. My Life here is going to be fun again.

We stepped out at the same time and bump our shoulders. "After you". I walk towards my bicycle placed at bicycle wards. "Thank you" I shouted to him. He was in his damn shiny car, putting some things. His car is simple but so beautiful and shiny, I bet inside that car is such a tidy seat and so fucking nice turbo sound.

I started making my way through the school, I can walk to get there but I'm too lazy to walk in the morning. I'm not a morning person. Walking at mornings makes me feel more sleepier, it's boring, besides my bag is kinda heavy so, I don't really walk every morning when I have class.

"Hey John"I looked behind and saw my friend,Arthur James, running to where I am. "Hey Art" I call him Art in my favor. He liked it too so I call as that. LOL. "Off to school eh?" Art always ask a question even it's too obvious too know. "Obviously Art" I keep on biking slowly with Art beside me. He's doing jogging now wearing suit for his work. "I hate you, you look really good in any type of suits" I confessed. It was already five years since we meet but still I hate the way he look with suits.

Arthur is well built, bearded, smart, nice, cool, kind, generous etc... He's the perfect best friend that someone could ask for. I love Arthur, as friend of course, cause he's a straight guy. We had an agreement to never fall in love with one another. Art is such a kind person but when it comes to love? He become some kind of beast. A SEXY BEAST. Lol

"Mwah!, I love you babe" he blow a kiss to me and turned left. There's some parking space there that's for free if you're renting at their dormitory. Yeah, Art is living all by himself and there is nothing to be worry of. He can cook, laundry, clean, and everything. I continued to bike through the school thinking about nothing but the bullies.

Once, I go to school with bike and as I entered the campus, someone tackled me from the right side and I rolled off the ground. My body was in pain and as I look up, it was Franklin with his squad. But that was then when I was so weak that I couldn't even stand up for myself.

I got to school and apparently heading to the bike ward. I place it, and padlocked it with chains, as I stand up I saw my friend waving to me while running towards where I am. "Heeeeey" I shouted even I know she could barely hear what I said.
As she running towards me, I run towards her. "Hello there gurl" Kristina greeted me. She always uses that 'gurl' word whenever we meet or see each other. She's kina weird but fun to be with, you won't doubt she's being greeted by all the student in here.

By the way, she is Kristina 'KK' Kelly, I always call her KK- it's her nickname but she doesn't like it. I think it such a cute nickname. "You don't call me gurl, KK, or else I will massacre you." I always threat her like this, but in a friendly way. She always do like that to me too, whenever I put her on some really hard problem. Maybe not that hard though.

"Okay okay, have chill bro. So, what's your first class today?"

"Bio's my first class today" I'm planning to be a Doctor. A fucking Doctor. It's my dream to be one, and be the most intelligent and famous doctor in the world. I'll be taking Med Tech, Nursing and lastly the Masteral degree but that is when I graduate high school. Kristine's dream is to be a nurse, mostly we have the same classes.

"Yes!! Let's go now" She pulled me towards the entrance of our school and people around us are watching. It's not a new thing, when I transferred here, it was worse than this. They don't just stare, it's like their killing you.But it doesn't bother me anymore.

I entered my first class, Biology, my dream is to be a Doctor. So, I can meet many hot daddy doctor. Seriously, it's what my mom dreamed for me and I'm just following it, I mean, why not? Right? I can meet hot daddies and I can also earn big salary. So, yeah. Why not follow my mom, nothing worse could ever be happen.

And yeah, there it is. The Big Bully Guy, Franklin Wilson. Just a rumor though, I heard that this guy is planning to be a Doctor. With. That. Kind. Of. Attitude. Seriously? I don't think he can survive, I mean, if he keeps going with that attitude maybe he'll get fired just for months on his job.

Glad to hear that he sat at the back and I was on the front. I haven't seen him lately, I mean, he don't bully me lately. Okay. I'll take that as my victory. This is it, the new beginning of my life. This is the time for me to show at them, who really Johnson Stephan is. But still there's something that keeps bothering me. I don't know why but I have to keep my guard up, like what I've been doing.

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I'm so sorry, if this wasn't good. I'll do my best next time. Thanks for reading.

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