My Life So Far

HELLO!

Hi everyone! I know it's been a while since I last uploaded. To be honest, my girlfriend was constantly bugging me back then to keep writing, but at that time, I just felt no reason to; this platform had always helped me express what I felt when I had no one to talk to about this stuff. Well, I'm back, and I've got some things I want to get off my chest, but before that, I think those who will still read this deserve to know what's happened, given that I've left the last chapter on the longest cliffhanger.

So, to start off, I have a girlfriend! I met her online through a friend, and we just clicked. After getting to know each other for about 2 weeks, we decided to get into a relationship, and it just worked out. We have so much in common, from our interests to food and gaming; however, recently, she's been focusing more on school and her new friends so we don't spend as much time as we used to nor does she play games as much either but that's alright I'll be talking about that later on. As for my parents, I've been having a much better relationship with them than it was 3 years ago. And for those wondering what happened with my old ex and group of friends, I just left them; they weren't who I thought they were in my life, so I decided to cut them off, knowing it would just bring me pain and sorrow.

Not much has happened since then, to be honest; I'm just going through school and life, which is one of the reasons why I didn't upload anything, but now there is something. I'm so sorry to all those who are happy I got through my previous heartbreak, but now I'm going through the same thing again. However, I still love my girlfriend; it is just that sometimes she doesn't listen. What do I mean by listen? Whenever I have something to say or share with her, sometimes she's like, "Well, it's a skill issue" or "It's your problem." Sometimes, when I continue, she says the same thing: "Ahh, that's why, still a skill issue," or "Still your problem" heh. Aside from that, just earlier, she called me and asked if I could help her set up my PS4 at her place through the call, and of course, I wanted to help her. We encountered a problem where the screen wouldn't show the PS4 menu, so I asked, "Is the HDMI cable connected?" She immediately said yes. After a while, it still wouldn't work. I asked her again, "Are you sure it's connected? Can you please check?" She got annoyed and said, "I already told you it is. I connected it myself." Then I said, "Well, please check it because I don't know why it's not working." She angrily said, "I already told you I connected it." Well, surprise, surprise, it wasn't connected., I clearly stated that the PS4 HDMI cable should be connected to the TV and the PS4.

After that, she didn't even feel sorry or remorseful for how she treated me, and I don't know, I was kinda hurt by the fact she didn't give a shit? Hi, I need your help. Then I give it to her; she gets mad at me because I keep asking her to check if it's disconnected, which it was, then she acts as if she did nothing wrong and just brushes it off??? We even discussed this before: how she doesn't listen, how careless she is towards me, and that she would change or be better. But now it's as if that discussion didn't even happen; I mean, for the first few days, she was caring and gentle, but now it's as if everything is. Now, he isn't mad or upset with me, so I'm just back to how things were before.

Anyway, I hope things do take a turn for the better. I love her so much, and I want to put my faith in her. Well, anyway, that's it for now. I'll update again if and when something happens, or even when nothing happens, to keep all of you in the loop. Thanks, everyone, till next time...