Mai pagal hun kya kya soch Rahi hun
Mere jaisi ladki naa to kisi ko pasand aa sakti hai naa kisi ko pasand kar skti hai
I mean naa hi khoobsurat,naa confident , naa kisi ki dost what the hell am I doing here !
Jis ladki ki duniya lockdown ke baad bas chaar diwari mei simat ke reh gayi
Jo kabhi to badi chanchal hua karti thi par lockdown ke baad shaant si sidhi si ban ke reh gayi
Mere Jaan pehchan Wale to chaunk gaye the ki ye wahi ladki hai ?!
Haan , pehle bahot majedar thi zindagi par ab bas maut ka intezar rehta hai
Kyunki jeene ki wajah hi kya hai ?
Arey koi Aim to hona chahiye naa yaa koi reason kyunki bewajah to jeena dur ki baat hai ye duniya Wale Reasonable logo ko jeene nahi dete !
Ye feeling bas ek weham hai yaa phir sach ?!
Kya mai ... jisey lockdown ke baad har har ek chiz har ek shakhs se bas dar hi lagta tha , wo aisi cheezein feel kar Rahi hai ?!
Khaayalon mei khoye Jaa rhi hai ,
Chai mei kabhi shakkar jyada daal Rahi hai to kabhi Shakkar ki jagah namak ,
Kabhi pair to kabhi haath to kabhi sar pe chot khaaye Jaa Rahi hai,
Aur to aur raat mei jag bhi Rahi hai aur pehli baar wajah padhai nahi !
Dhatt
Jyada bakwas ho rahi hai sayad
Main mai to ab bas ek darpok si ladki banke reh gayi hun
Jo Zinda to hai par mar- mar ke jee Rahi hai ,
Jo jee to Rahi hai par dar-dar ke jee Rahi hai
Kuch samajh nahi aa rha
Aur agar agar wo feelings sach hain to..toh kiske liye ?! Kis Shaksh ke liye ?! Mai to all Indians are my brothers and sisters ko humesha serious mana karti thi par uss din jab Arvind sir ne kaha ki
"Iss line se ye matlab nhi hota ki har koi Bhai behan hai , tab phir humlog kunware nahi rehte ? Iss vakya ka matlab to ye hai ki Har koi Bhai behan ki tarah hi hai , jaise apne Bhai - behan ki raksha karne ke liye hum tayar rehte hai , waise hi har bharatvaasi ki raksha krne ko tayar rahe , ye matlab hai iss line ka , jo tum bacche samajhte nahi "
Unhone kaha tha ki iss line mei Like word ko add kar Lena chahiye
All Indians are like my brothers and sisters
Aur haan phir ye sunne ke baad mujhe bhi accha kyun lagne laga , mere bechain aur confused dil ko sukoon kyun Milne laga ?
Bahot confusing chizey Hain ye kuch samajh nahi aata
Kya aapke saath bhi kabhi Aisa kuch hua hai ? To kya koi salah mil sakti hai mujhe ?
- Simran
A girl sitting in her bed , was writing all these words in her diary and fighting over her confusion
[Stay tuned for the next part]
YOU ARE READING
Ye mere Dil Ki Baat hai....
कथेतर साहित्यNot stories but the real life incidents The things I feel parallel to my Fav "Yeh unn dinon ki baat hai " and " Sameer " and "Naina" Haa ajeeb lagega maybe but believe me yarrr many things are similar to Nainaa and I feel kinda good but then I feel...
