Livy sturniolo

Hmmmm

This week as been really off. I've felt off and everyone around me has felt off. I don't know why but I just don't feel like myself. I've been going to therapy and i had scheduled two extra sessions this week because of it but I still just feel off.

The triplets have been posting like usual they're preparing for tour. They keep asking me to go but, I don't know if I could mentally handle it. Like I want to go but, it's just so many people and the meet and great. I already hate Chris hugging on me sometimes, so hugging a stranger and hundreds of them at that. It just seems hard.

I just feel like my body is here but I'm not. Anyways enough venting, I gotta go get dinner. We're having Chinese food tonight.

"Matt are you driving or am I?" I asked

"I'll drive." He said grabbing his keys

"Kk." I said

"I'll grab the camera." Chris yelled down the hall

"Wait we're filming a video?" I asked

"Yeah." Nick and Matt said

"Oh.. can I just like sit in the very back off camera?"

"Yeah if you don't wanna be in the video you don't have to be." Nick said

We got in the van and got the food then we drove to the parking lot. We ate our food then after the triplets finished they turned don the camera and I moved to sit in the very back.

"Okay so before any of y'all ask or think anyone is in the trunk, liv is in the back she just doesn't wanna be in the video." Chris said

I waved over the seat then went back to scrolling on tiktok while eating.

"Chris are you fucking stupid? Just because you and your partner have a dog or some type of pet together doesn't make you related." Matt said

"Oh my god not this shit again. Chris just like you having a kid with someone doesn't mean you and that person are related just cause you have some type of pet with that person IT DOESNT MAKE YOU RELATED." Nick said

"Well I don't understand why I'm being yelled at like I'm a fucking child." He said annoyed

"Because you fucking are one. You act like a child you talk like a child you think like a child you clean like a child. You are the perfect fucking example of a man child. You're 20 fucking years old and you don't clean your own dishes and you refuse to get and cup and insist on drinking out of the carton or jug. Just stop grow the fuck up and stop acting like a child and well stop yelling at you like you're a child." Nick ranted

"Man child is infuckingsane." Matt said

"I'm still shocked that I just got screamed at by someone who looks like adrien fucking agreste."

"Damn." I unintentionally said

"Olivia if you're not gonna be in the video don't speak." Nick said annoyed

"You're just mad you look like a blind ass blonde boy that can't tell when someone's  in love with him and that the girl he saves Paris with is that same girl." I say

"Nick don't say that to liv people are gonna think we act like that all the time." Matt said

"Shut up Matt. I still can't believe that little miss "I'm done cursing" is still saying fuck like it's the word the"

"Nick shut the fuck up. Oh shit I mean, fuck, I mean oh fiddle sticks buster shut the front door."  I said

"Buster is insane." Chris said

"Shut the front door is crazy." Matt said

"Y'all are focused on the wrong things this bitch said fiddle sticks." Nick said

"Yknow what buckeroo I'm sick and Dagon tired of you three always having sticks up your butts. Like who the hell pissed in your cheerios." I said in a southern accent

"Liv literally shut up and go back to watching edits of me or come sit here and be in the video."

"Nick I don't wanna be on camera right now I'm just talking."

"Well stop I don't like what y'all have to say." He says

"Nick dont force her to be on camera." Chris says

"I'm not forcing her to do shit besides shut the fuck up cause last time I checked she said "I wanna take a break from social media I don't even want my voice in any of y'all's videos." And now look at her."

"Okay nick I'll never speak again."

"Good." He started "anyways 1 giant horse against 100 people or, 1 person meaning yourself, against 100 mini horses?" Nick finished

"How big is this giant horse and is he angry?" Chris asked

"He's at least 10 times larger than your average horse. And he's not angry but he is hungry." Nick said

"If he's hungry get em a bunch of apples and hay." Matt said

"That's the thing, your locked in an ikea with said horse and the 99 other people." Nick said smiling

"Oh shit. How mini are the mini horses."

"Chris if the giant horse is 10 times bigger the mini horses are gonna be 10 times smaller dumbass." Matt said

"Can y'all shut the fuck up...Respectfully."

"Liv shut up no one wants to hear your annoying ass voice. You sound like a damn mouse." Nick said

"Nick-" I started

"No there's no nick you need to shut up I'm sick of hearing your voice you literally sound the hinges on my door when they need to be oiled."

"Nick actually stop being mean to liv." Matt said playing with the magic 8 ball

"Yeah and Edit this out." Chris added

"No I'm not editing shit out and liv was just yelling at us earlier today cause she was in a vlog even though she told me to show the vlog her ice cream. And I'm not getting yelled at for something she did again."

"Nick actually stop being she goes off on you and then we all get butt hurt and be mad at her and she's gonna do something stupid and we're all gonna feel bad." Matt said looking at him

"If she yells at me again today I'll poison everyone in this car."

"Nick stop being dramatic you yell at us at least 10 times a day she's only yelled at you twice today." Chris said

"Clearly I'm not upset by getting yelled at if I threaten to murder all of you."

"Then what are you upset about nick." Matt asked annoyed

"Y'all's sister-"

"Nick don't I'll tell them later."

"Tell us what liv?" Chris asked concerned

"You'll find out soon."

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CLIFFHANGER
only because I wanna get this chapter out anyways ignore how the end that's not the end of the cliff hanger but is the end of this chapter is weird Idek where I was going with it but I'll figure it out anyways Idk what to call this chapter so ignore the name anyways bye🫶🏽