[DISCONTINUED] Say My Name| Boys Planet

Ch.2 Why Am I So Stupid

I finally got to the Mnet studios company and spoke with the lady at the front desk she told me to go to the 5th floor and enter the third office on my left I finally get there after 15 minutes of getting lost and knock on the door.

"Come in," I walk in and bowed and he did so back.

"Hello I'm Sarah from NCT I'm here to discuss my appearance in Boys Planet," I said I noticed that he was the head caster for the Mnet shows.

"Oh yes, I have the contract here if you wanna look through it if but while we do accept you be a contestant after discussing with the team we think you should also be a mentor as well," I looked at him like I just seen a ghost.

I didn't even want to be a contestant or a mentor let alone be both. Sure I wanted to prove people wrong but not that much being both would be so much pressure how would that even work?

"Uh what do you mean by that if I'm a contestant it wouldn't make sense for me to be a mentor sir," I asked extremely confused.

I was wondering if I should just tell him that I only wanted to be a mentor but then again I already said before that I wanted to be a contestant and if I change all of the sudden it would be rude of me.

"Well, the reason why we invited you to come on originally is that while you might not have had as much experience as the other mentors. You are extremely young but talented you have experienced what it is like to be an idol and a producer alot of the people on the show are around your age we think you can connect with them in ways the others can't you can understand them and help them because you know what they are thinking that's why we want you," he said.

"And if you are brought on the team thinks it'll bring more attention to the show also if you do agree you'll have to live at the dorm," he continued.

To be honest I wanted to back out since before he started talking but I couldn't I was already more than halfway in if I leave now that's kinda rude of me so I decided to start asking for things that I don't need for the show but I did it so they would say no and I could just respectfully decline and get my ass outta here.

"Fine but I have some conditions," I started to look at the contract not like I was planning to sign it but you know.

"What conditions we'll see if we can make it happen," he smiled

"Well if I'm living in the dorm I need to have own room and a small kitchen with at least a microwave, stove, and fridge the room must be soundproof and I need a lock on the door," I said.

To be honest I didn't need all that like a stove if I were going to just be a constant and live there I could've just bought one single portable stove and soundproof walls I don't even have that in my actual room I don't mind noise that much. All though hearing lele ge practice singing 24/7 is kinda annoying well only early in the morning or else it's fine. I was sure he was going to say no after I asked for that much.

"I think we can make that happen," at that moment I was terrified what do I do now I can't just tell him no why am I so stupid? I think putting the contract down and looking at it.

"Oh here's a pen to sign," he put it on the table thinking I made up my mind. I picked it up and since I had no more ideas I signed it. I'm a fucking idiot.

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