Where's my Peter Pan?

Micro dose your love
can't intake 2 much
Might overdose on your love
Rationing your love
Gotta limited supply
Gotta save it for when the time
Comes when u don't feel the same no more
Who am I to judge
Give me a robe n a gavel
Still wouldn't
Ain't no witness of our luv
So is it even real
Or did I make it all up
Made up of wax
Melt me down
Put me in a pretty glass
Light my wick
Wish me goodbye as I evaporate
You inhale pieces of me
But you can't tell
N I am left with nothing
But a fairytale
Not Enuff pixie dust in the world to keep u stagnant
2 keep u still
Broken fairy yes I am
my bell don't tink the same
But u ain't judge
Or me Make feel no way
Oh Peter Pan
U know I'm on the captains hook
Stuck in written chains
But u ain't judge or make me feel no way
Oh Peter Pan
How'd I love to get lost with u
Lost in prairie fields
Least we on common ground now
Lost in empty skies
Forced us to see more than with our eyes now
Lost in the illusion
Lost in crowded rooms
Feel alone even when hand in hand
Mental want me to think I'm safer in solitude
Yesterday problems are not my fears
I moved on
Pack all past issues in a lime green suitcase n ship them where they belong
Present day
Need more clarity
Present day still Need therapy
N I'm so tired of doin charity
U don't deserve me
Know u never deserved me
Tried to desert me
Leach on to every bit of that
Cling on to everything I ever had
Guess I'm a whore
I meant
Guess I'm hoarder
Leave me guessing at your front door
Waiting on your porch
Neighbors walking by
The look on her face says this ain't none she Ain't seen before
A Broken home ...
Bet my brain wish my skull wasn't such a broken home
Eyes are windows to the human body
Transparent I see thru u
N I see a broken home
N how u perceive
Ain't how I give
20 minutes on the clock
Time ran out
You working overtime
For my love
N still I feel u don't deserve

-Parris Johnson
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