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Y/N was having flashbacks of the most embarrassing moment of the day right now, and she is cringing so hard. Whatever y/n did to distract from the random flashback movie put on by her brain made her cringe until she had to scream at herself from the mirror.

Y/N knew what she did was wrong. Doing this kind of deed in a public setting is not something to be proud of. It's just y/n like that danger. She likes to rebel against the rules of society, and this is how she does things by committing innocent taboos. Usually y/n doesn't get caught, but this is a first, and that too with Oikawa Tooru, the most desired boy of Aoba Johsai. If it was a random person who doesn't even know you, you would've walked away by throwing a wink at them. But this is Oikawa we're talking about.

"I should quit school and run away from home and live on a mountain," y/n thought to herself. To be honest, Y/N wanted to dig a hole and bury herself in it. Why did she even confront him? She could've run away from the bathroom. Y/N internally cringed again. Y/N stuffed her face with a silk pillow out of shame, and the whole internal cringe competition she was having with herself was not helpful at all.

Y/N layed there for a while, thinking about what Oikawa's boner looked like. He's got a huge junk, and that made your imagination run wild. You're aware of your effects on men; however, you don't like the boys in your class or school. They're all scumbags, in your opinion. You didn't want to get a horrible flashback to that incident. So you brushed it off, but damn, Oikawa got turned on because of you?

Sometimes Y/N herself doesn't know the waves she creates. She is unaware of the major effects she has on men and women. Y/N knows that she is beautiful, but she herself doesn't think highly of herself. Her self-doubt creeps in and eats her from within.

You looked at the ticket Semi gave you, and you sighed. You didn't feel like going after all this encounter that happened with you. Deep inside, you felt scared and lonely. Loneliness and self-doubt are like poison that slowly contaminates the human vessel; however, no doctor can detect how much damage they can create.

You lay there swimming in self-pity, and suddenly you got a call from a certain someone. Your phone blinked, showing the name 'Source'. You picked up the call and responded with a lazy "hi".

"Daddy's home, and is that how you greet me?" The voice on the other end had a deep, rugged sound, and it's your favourite voice because it reminds you of your favourite anime character.

"What do you want, Kuroo?" You asked annoyingly.

"Woah, easy there did someone catch you in the act or something? You sound so annoyed y/n, and now you're taking it on me?"

You gasped, "How did you know?"

"Don't tell me your parents caught you doing something raunchy." Kuroo was concerned at this point.

"Nah, nothing like that. Nothing involving  parents. Otherwise I would've been dead meat," you pointed out.

"But how did you know something was happening with me?"

"If not me, then who else? Of course, I know something happened to you. You never usually talk to me like that."

"Touchè," you admitted it. No one knows you like Kuroo Tetsuro knows you—not even your parents.

"I'm spiralling back, Kuroo.I have no one," you cried over the phone.

Kuroo did a fake cough and responded, "Ehm, ehm! What am I? A roach?" That made you laugh.

You and Kuroo met when you were 10 years old. Your dad is a lawyer, and he was handling Kuroo's parents divorce case. Your dad took you with him whenever he travelled from Miyagi to Tokyo.

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