Every month, week, day, hours, second. My brain cannot give me a break.
I have millions of thought going trough my head at the same time. It's constantly pain I have.
I get anxious to the point i scratch my self that I have red spot on my arm.
I would like to take a break just at least for 1 minutes. But it's impossible.
No one understands me. If I try to talk to them, they say I'm over dramatic.
I'm alone in my own pain, drowned by my own thought barely keeping my head over it.
I cry myself in silence to sleep. To not let my family hear me every night.
I'm being drowned by my own pain
lonely. I fake a smile in public and keep the pain in silence that is screaming inside of me. But i can't get help it's impossible for me. So I stay in silence and suffer it at night while no eyes is looking at me. For how long could I keep the silence. Would one day it would be broken or it would be silence forever.
-pain part 1
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Can't stop thinking
PoetrySome times we get over or thought and they get control of us. This is how I feel when it happens.
