cynari <3

God, how do I tell him I love him??

Chapter 8
God, how do I tell him I love him?
Tighnari's pov

I can't keep avoiding him! Gosh, it just breaks my heart whenever I see him feeling down. Honestly, I don't even know my feelings for him anymore, it's really chaotic to begin with. First, I loved him at the start, now I don't even know what to feel after he kissed me! God, what to do! What to do!! I guess I have to solve this on my own...

I walked into school. 'I really hope I bump into him or like drop my stuff and he helps pick it up...' I thought to myself. Someone had bumped into me, making me drop everything, including myself.
"Gosh! Tighnari, I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to bump into you." Cyno apologized to me a million times.
"Oh, uhm, Cyno. No, it's fine! I can get these cleaned up." I had told him. "No, seriously Tighnari, I bumped into you, at least let me help you." Cyno sighed, "and for whatever I've done to make you stop talking to me, please, I didn't mean to do it." Cyno tried to explain to me about him saying sorry about whatever happened.

'Cyno, gosh! It's been one hell of a week since you've kissed me. Honestly, I've been having mixed feelings about you. And, I do miss you and I miss your soft lips and those hickeys that you give me turn me on and I REALLY wanna be fucked by you!' Those words ringed in my head..

"Uhm, uh.... Cyno! I do miss you and uh.." I stammered.
"You miss me?" Cyno gave me big doe eyes like puppy eyes.
"I do, yes, but uhm.. I don't know how to tell you this but I really wanna be fuc-" My sentence got cut off by the bell.
"See you then at 2nd period..." Cyno mumbled and waved me goodbye.
Shit! I was so FUCKING close! Why..? Why does that have to happen? Is that a sign of something? All I want is to be with him and be happy with him forever and next you know he'll be fucking me in no tim- "WHAT ARE YOU DOING STILL OUT IN THE HALL?! DO YOU HAVE A HALL PASS?" A teacher screamed at me. "Uhhh, sorry ma'am! I didn't mean to be out in the hall during classes!" I ran towards to the nearest bathroom. The abandoned southern bathroom.

'Shit! If Cyno was here, he knew what to do! I'm not really good with these types of situations...' I thought repeatedly in my mind .
"Tighnari?" A familiar voice was behind me.
"Y-yes?" I blurted out nervously.
"Why you here? I'm usually here for smoking." Cyno told me. "You still smoke? I thought we got over that Cyno!" I semi-screamed at Cyno. "Sorry, I forgot we got over that already.." Cyno apologized. "Cyno.. It's bad for you, I don't want you have lung cancer or a lung disease..." I walked over to him and got close enough to take out that cigarette.
GOD! His smell is so good... Can I kiss him already...?
"C-can I kiss y-you again if that's a-alright with you?" I stuttered.
Cyno then kissed me.
Butterflies were in my stomach.
Mind blank.
Just him and me making out the abandoned southern bathroom.

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(i changed my mind about the seeeeeeeeeeez becuz idk why)