everything she wanted was to calm down.
calm down, livia.
he would have said it was going to be okay.
he would have hugged her.
she would have calmed down.she would have.
she would have if he had.
but he hadn't.
he hadn't and she tried.
she succeeded.
she succeeded, because she tried.she tried.
but he didn't pick up.
she tried.
but her mind didn't leave her alone.
she tried.
but she failed.