bens pov: nina was kicked out a few months ago and the abuse calmed down but nina kept sending me death threats to the point I've even stopped going on my phone but after one day I've stopped going on my phone altogether..Benji (me and jeffs son) got into me and jeffs pills we found him 20 mins after we rushed him to the hospital they tried everything they could to keep him alive...he passed 12 pm Saturday September 9th...i sobbed "we should've kept them up on the dresser" i wailed as jeff hugged me and held me close after we said our final goodbyes to benji we left and when we got home i went to our room jeff followed so i wouldn't relapse
jeffs pov: after a few months after benji passed ben has been silent not eating and never leaving our room unless its to feed change bathe and take our daughter jessie to and from school I've tried to make him happy but knowing benji was only 3 it would take a long time for me to see bens smile again i feel awful knowing ben wanted 3 kids but he was so down he wouldn't even ask for us to try for another baby witch i mean i completely understand but i just hope ben eats soon..
