In Can's head & heart
Every time he looked at her, he fell into pieces. Every time they met eyes, his heart crumbled. He was hurt. Last night he had acted like a badly wounded animal, and he had left her behind at the park, alone at night. Where anything could have happened to his babe...but, he was hurt by her and shouldn't really care about what could and could not happen to her, and right now...he wanted to hate her, not to love her, and...yes, he was upset and also confused. He had never been in love before, which meant he had never been hurt before either. A new and shitty feeling. The hurt part. The being in love-part had been absolutely fantastic, at least until last night. His world had cracked and fallen apart; how had she been able to lie to him the way she had..? Had he been so wrong about her? And now his brother as well.
It was quite late and dark outside, and he sat in the stairway at the empty agency.He sipped his whisky and couldn't stop thinking back on all the beautiful moments they'd lived together, in the short time they had known each other. When they kissed for the first time, how her scent reached his nose, how he rocognized her thanks to it, how they could feel each other from the very beginning, how she affected him in every possible way...
He inhaled deeply and had to blink several times to keep his tears back. He didn't want to, but he loved her with all his heart; who could ever stop loving a person from one day to another, huh, who?? And for worse, he was sure that he would never ever stop loving her. He leaned his head back and kept thinking. He sniffed a bit when he remembered how cold and harsh he had been to her last night at his place, and also this morning in the archive room.His heart was broken and he wanted to break hers, so he was mean to her. Then in the meeting room. He just couldn't keep himself from glancing at her, and a couple of times they had met eyes. Gosh. That broken heart of his skipped a beat each time, and he could feel how he already begun to...to..well, to give in somehow.
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