Moe x reader

why am i like this

i woke up on my bedroom floor feeling dizzy and guilty for cutting i look at my arm and its a little pail its nothing new really i got up and cleaned them and duxk it hurt so bad and then i got drssed in cloths and put my bloody onces in the wash i feel weak and i dont feel like eating so i drink water just keep me alive even though i really dident want to i really found love with the wrong person and found love were its not soposed to be i dont wanna go outside because i dont wanna run into moe after yesterday then roony calls.
-on the phone with roony-
roony: hey yn i heard what happend yesterday how you feeling today? He said with a sad look on his face.
Y/n: not to good can we meet up i need to talk to you about somthing?
roony: ofcourse but were you wanna meet?
Y/n lets meet at the coffe shop
roony:ok see you there
-hangs up-
i feel like moe used me for my body but i really do have to do somthing about my arm i put on my hoodie and bandged my arm.
I arrived at the coffe shop and roony was there waiting for me.
Hey Y/n wow your wearing a hoodie its 90* deggreees outside
well thats kinda what i wanted to talk about
Oh ok i get it now
-you guys sit down and talk-
so uhm after that all happend i cutt myself -shows arm a little-
omg are you ok  hey listen its okay i dont get what your going though but im always here.
Thanks roony ofc rooony said after that i went home and took a nap and then i woke up and checked the time it was 5pm wow i slept for 3 hours i went outside for some air and saw moe he was with that katie girl and i walked back inside and took a deep breath and walked back out wearing a mask and my shodow friend walked up and said hey did oyou guys break up he asked i ran away and hid and cried i pulled out my eye liner and re did it i cant look like a mess then i got up and walked then katie came over and splashed coffe on me and laughed and so did moe and roony walked up and grabbed my waist and punched moe in the face and dragged katie in the middle of the road but not gonna lie that was hot and we went to the doodle house to clean me up.