My world

I had a dream

I was stunned after what he did I lost control why would I do such a thing I thought to myself.
I woke up the next morning feel good but it would have been better if he was here ,what am I doing thinking about him I don't even know him that well.
I made breakfast bathe and wore my cloth I decided to dress decent today .
So I wore a long gown that has an opening at the back at least it is better than what I used to wear i laughed in my head.
At least now I have my own space nobody is eyeing me up and asking me how much for a night ,I hate myself for the situation I find myself in I have a lot of questions in my mind
Why don't I remember much of my past and what was I doing in a brothel it's really confusing and now I am here .
You know I have a dream a very big one if I told anyone they would laugh at me knowing the condition I am currently in now I would also laugh at myself. I sat on the chair and put on the television I switched channels until I saw something that caught my attention it was a school for adults I want to go there I suddenly had this urge to go.
I want to see the outside world and how it looks like I have never been outside before even if I where to go outside I would be blindfolded so that I won't know where my clients lived.
I remember the first time I started this job the first guy I slept with was a monster he tore my cloth and he didn't even give me a chance to breathe he slapped me if I did not obey him ,he was truly a monster he wanted to buy me but thank God he didn't because my madam told him I was sold already .
I wonder what my life would have become now I might even be dead thinking about it gave me chills .
The commercial was over long ago while I was thinking about my past I stood up to go outside  when I touched the cold handle of the door I thought about my decision to go outside he might be watching me again and I don't have the strength to deal with him after what happened last night so I left it and went back to sit.I carried my phone and downloaded some games to keep myself busy now thinking about it I don't know what is his plans for me but I hope it's not evil because I think I might be free here or maybe he wants to feed me to get thicker before he drains me either ways I am ready for the worst that is about to come.
I kept on playing my games while i ordered some snack to eat and drinks after I was done I slept for some while until I heard heavy footsteps approaching my door.

Ok guys I know I have not been updating for a while I am so sorry but I will try to update maybe twice a week I am really busy preparing for university I am so happy wish me luck and don't forget to comment and like
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