( i skipped ahead 3 years )
June.30.15 (April's Birthday)
Today Is My Babys 3rd Birthday These Years Have Flew By So Quickly And i Have Enjoyed Every Minute Of It From The Day i Found Out i Was Pregnant Til The Now . August Is Now A Famous R&B Singer . April Doesnt Knoe That Hes Her Father Because He Never Visit Anymore The Last Time He Saw Her Was Wen She Waa 8 Weeks How The HELL Is She Gonna Remember Him ? but She LOVESS His Music Shes His Biggest Fan She Knows The Lyrics To All His Songs I Have To Tell Her To Stop Cursing And Saying ' Nigga ' . Today Is All About Her And We Are Having A Bigg Party For Her 3rd Birthday Everyone Is Goin To Be Here . My Sister August Momma My Friend Kayla Travis And Hopefully August Butbi Doubt That . He So Irresponsible . and Yes She Knows Travis Is Her Uncle And She Also Knows KayKay Mya And Chea Is Her Cousins Theyre Coming To And Also Chandra . She Like A Sister To Me We Get Along Very Well .
" Mommy " April Said
" Yes Baby ? "
" Is Daddy Coming To My Party " She Asked
I didnt Know Wht To Say Becausw This Was The First Time She Ever Asked About Her Dad And It Breaks My Heart .
" Sowey Momma I Didnt Mean To Make You Cry " she Said
I Didnt Eveb Realize i Was Crying
" Its Okay baby " i Said " Come On Lets Getchuu Dressed For Your Party " i Said Changing Te Subject
" Yayyyy Pwarty " she Said Hoppin Up And Down
@ Aprils Party .
" Mommy In Hungry " April Says
" Okay We Gone Get You Something To eat " i Said
" TIME TO EAT EVERYONE GET YOUR KIDS AND BRING THEM IN TO EAT " I Yelled
everyone Ate And Sung happy Birthday and Then We Opened Presents And They Left . Ughhh Today Was Exhausting . & Guess Who didn't Show Up ?
Next Day . . .
Today April Was At Daycare SoI Decided To Call Up Kayla So We Can Go To The Mall And She Said Yea So i Got Dressed In A Blavk Crop Top With The Word " BADDIE " In White Print With My High Wasted Bleached Cut Up Jeans And My Concord 11 Low Jordans and Put My Hair In Wond Curls And Light Makeup My White Cross Over MK Purse . Then Kayla Texted .
Kayla :
Im Outside .
Me :
Ight Hea i Come .
End Of Convo . . .
@ The Mall
" Girl Lets Go In Foot locker " Kayla Said
" Ight " i Said
As We Were In Foot Locker I Saw Someone i Didn't Wonna See August & i Think He saw Me Too Cause He Smile i Juss Turned My Head And Bought Me and April Shoes and Thn Kayla Brought Hers As Soon As We Walked Out Someone Grabbed My Hand .
" Aye Bruh What The Fu- " then When i Realized It Was August My Face Went Stale
" What The fuck You Want Bruhh " i Said
" Damn Why Yu So Mean " he Asked
" Cause You Irk My Nerves Do You Knoe How Hard It Is To Tell Your Daughter That Her Daddy Isn't Coming To Her Birthday ? " i Cried
He Couldn't Say Nothing Cause He Know He Dead Ass Wrong .
" She Ask About Her Daddy EVERY Fucking Day Bruhh . She Know Who You Are She Doesn't Know Your Her Father Shes Your Bigges Fan She knows Every One Of Your Songs Cause She admire You And Look Up To You . And She Doesn't Even Know That Your Her Father " i Said . . . " She Cry Every Fuckin Night Cause She Dont Know Her Daddy . Ya Knoe She Told Me One Night She Said Mommy i Think i Remember How My Dady Look And i Said How He Look She Said He Look Like August Alsina , I Said Why yu Say That And She Said Because i Love August Alsina then She Said He Would Be The Best Daddy In The World If He Had Kids i Couldnt Say Anything Cause She Doesnt Even Know Anthony You Missed Her Fuckin 3rd Birthday and She Hates That She Doesn't Have A Dad . You Hurt Her Because You To damn Selfish To See That She Is Hurting Cause U Was Never There .
August P.o.v
whe Drew Told Me That It Cut Me Deep And Now i Realize I Needa Be Dea Faa My Daughter .
Will August Change his Way And Be Dea For April .
Short Chapter Inoee
-TSB
