Somebody Save Me

My Life Is Hell

I layed awake in the arms of a murderer but not just any murderer. He was my parents murderer that I layed with. He had killed them in front of me at the age of ten. I was old enough to understand what was going on and decided to get help but was stopped shortly when he pulled me back. From that day I was kidnapped and had my identity changed. I was no longer the innocent, cheerful browned hair little girl. She had died with her parents. I was now to this day 17 year old, purple hair, green eyed, shy servant girl for my parents murderer. Lucas Smith.
Tears quietly rolled down my face as memories came flooding back. Realizing what my life is now. I'm brought out of my thoughts when I feel Lucas grip tighten around me. He soon was hovering his hands holding up his weight.
"Why are you crying Mal? I thought you enjoyed yourself last night."
Lucas thought it was a food idea to seduce me last night but all I felt was disgust. He is 25 years old and he always tried to touch me. At first I refused but he always forced himself on me. There are even times he is drunk and abuses me into doing sexual things. My body has many bruises which I always have to cover.
I felt Lucas trail kisses along my jawline which I just wanted to push him away but decided against it.
"I-I have to get d-dress for school before I-I'm late."
"Can't you just stay with me today."
He said it more as a statement than a question. I wouldn't ever want to spend more time with him than I needed to.
"I have an algebra and chemistry test I need to pass."
He had growled and tighten his grip on my waist. He never wanted to let me leave his side but after a minute he released me.
I quickly got up and grabbed any random clothing and ran to the bathroom. I hopped in the shower and let the water cascade down my beaten back. Every time he touched me sexually I always end up sore and beaten badly. I grabbed my strawberry scented shampoo and washed my hair. I did the same with my body and soon came out. I wrapped myself in a blue towel and stared at my reflection in the mirror. The girl I see wasn't one I knew. She had purple ish hair and her figure was one that wasnt perfect for Lucas marks left behind. She stood 5'0 and had a shy side to her posture.She also had clear skin and that's when I realize that this girl is now me. The one that has been here for seven years trapped. Tears left my eyes but I quickly wiped them away before Lucas can notice.
I quickly see what clothes I picked out. I got a pair of dark blue skinny jeans with a long sleeve white shirt. I quickly put on my clothes and brushed my hair. I left it in its loose girls and stepped out of the bathroom.
There Lucas leaned against the bed headboard watching TV. He looked up at me once he saw me and smirked. He motioned for me to come over. I complied. Once I was in reach he grabbed me by the waist and sat me on his lap.
"Mal I don't want you near those new guys in school. They came a few days ago but I don't want you near them. Understand?"
"Y-yes."
I had no friends in school because then Lucas would go after them and hurt them. I didn't want to cause anyone pain just cause they know me.
He soon released me and went to go change. While I grabbed my converse I slipped them on. Lucas soon came out in a pair of dark jeans and black T-shirt. He always drove me to school, not trusting me to listen and stay away from guys. I grabbed my black backpack, phone, and glasses which I don't really need. I then headed out.
Once I was in front of the school I notice the new guys standing around chatting. I put on my glasses and step out of the car.
Everyone stared at me while I got out. Lucas soon was out too and pulled me close to him. He brought his lips to mine. They were real demanding that he pushed me against the car pushing my hair back in the process. After he pulled away he leaned his forehead against mine.
"Don't you dare go near them or else it won't be pretty when you get home."
"I won't. I swear."
He soon released me and left. I started walking away keeping my head low for everyone saw that little kiss. I was at my locker getting my books needed. I walked to my first period which was history. I was here early so I took out my journal and stated to draw. I began to draw a girl who was curled up in a ball while I played with my locket which had a a family photo.
Class soon started and I took my notebook for this class. Already five minutes into class I had good notes on ww1 when the door open wide causing everyone's attention to focus on the boys there. The new guys. I quickly looked back down not wanting to look.
"You boys are late you know that right?"
"Yes we know."
With that said they walked to the back of the class to the seats that were right next to me. Two sat to my right while one sat to my left. I shrinked in my seat when the class stared at them and me. Soon after Mr White got the class attention and continued. I tried to focus but the guy to my left which had black hair spiked to the side and hazel eyes kept staring at me while the two on the right just kept messing around. The one next to me had blonde hair with green eyes and next to him he had brown hair with blue eyes. Now I get why everyone stared. They are freaken hot!!! Too bad I'm nothing but weird next to them.
I had five minutes left of this pure awkwardness to be over. I was literally counting the minutes.
"Class remember that tomorrow I will be giving out partners for the project we will be doing for the past month. Make sure your all here."
With that said the bell rang and I grabbed my bag ready to bolt it out of there when I bumped into someone and fell on top of them. Can this get any worse?!?! I look down to see that I fell on top of Blondie.
"I-I'm so soory!! I didn't mean to um uh fall. I um I'm sorry."
I quickly got up and ran away from the three hot guys. I didn't want to make a bigger fool of myself I already did. I don't need more problems in my life.
**lunch**
It was finally lunch and I was starving. I got in line and bought a sandwich and a bottle of Dr. Pepper. I sat in my usual spot which everyone knows was the corner of the cafeteria near the window. I sat down plugged in my headphones and ate my lunch. I took out my "Isle of the Lost" book and began to read the story. I was caught up in the book I didn't even notice that Amanda and her minions were staring at me with disgusted looks. I slowly took my headphones off and layed my book down.
"H-hey A-amanda."
She just stared at me with the same look when all of a sudden her minions whisper in her ear. She smirked right at me.
"So Mal I've heard you fell on top of the new guy in school? Isn't that right? I always knew you are a slut! Just look at you no guy would want you and you still throw yourself at guys. Your so desperate. No one wants a purple haired freak especially a short one as you!"
With that said she got her juice and dumped it on my head in front of the whole cafeteria. She had the whole place attention on us. It was embarrassing! Once she was done with the juice everyone was laughing at me. Tears were threatening to fall. I quickly put all my things in my backpack and got up and away from her. Too bad the world hates me and I had to bump into someone. I look quick to see the brown haired new guy. Everyone was still laughing but harder this time. I ran away to the bathroom and locked myself in a girls stall.
Tears streamed down my face when I couldn't take it any longer. I can't escape Lucas and I can't escape school. I had no one and nowhere to go to. I can't find peace in my life. I wished I would of died with my parents that night. But no I had to spend my life being abused and sextually touched with their murderer!
Once the bell goes off I head out of the bathroom and continue with my classes. I did what I was suppose to do in every class and when there was only three minutes left Mr Goldmen let us chat. I have no one to talk to so I just looked out the window. Wondering if I could just escape Lucas and school I could have a new life. Feeling a tap on my shoulder I look and see the three new guys watching me with small smiles. I look to see if anyone was looking waiting for something bad to happen to me but I got nothing.
"Hey why you so quiet?" Blondie ask.
"Yeah. Do you exclude yourself from everyone?" Brown hair said.
"Why did that girl drop juice on you anyway? You do something bad?" Dark hair said.
All of them were staring at me waiting for me to say anything. I looked down in shame knowing they saw what happened.
"Um Uhh well I..."
No words could come out right I was too shy to talk to them.
"We don't bite you know." Blondie said and brown hair agreed.
"Well except me. I do like to have a taste. Unless you prefer kissing. Which I don't mind." Dark hair said.
I looked wide eyes at what he just said. He just said that to me. Was he flirting? Naw he can't be like who would? Both of the guys smacked him across the head for what he said. Which I probably giggled at. They all looked at me then after with teasing faces.
"She made a human emotion!!!" Blondie said.
"She laughed!!" Brown hair said.
"She laughed at my pain." Dark hair said.
"Sorry I didn't mean to!!"
"Its okay. I'm Stiles!" Blondie said.
"I'm Nick." Brown hair said.
"And the one who you laughed at pain I'm Dimitri." Dark hair said.
He looked at me and winked. I'm not sure why.
"I-I'm Mal."
They smiled at me I guess glad that I responded to them.
"That's a nice name." Stiles said.
"Doesn't that mean bad in Spanish?" Nick said.
"Ooo does that mean your bad. I actually like the bad girl." Dimitri said.
Which caused me to blush a little.
"Haha yeah I guess and no Dimitri I'm actually the opposite."
"Can't you be bad for me though? I would like to see that."
I stared at him wide eyes at what he just said. He is a flirt. Both Nick and Stile's look at him with a glare.
"Dude we just got her to talk and now your making her uncomfortable!" Stiles yelled.
"Sorry she is just really beautiful. I can't help it!"
I just stared at the two bicker for a while when Nick came to sit next to me.
"Don't worry Dimitri isn't a player. He isn't like that but he sure likes to flirt."
"Haha don't worry bout it. I find it cute."
After I said that I covered my mouth and stared wide eyed at Nick who was smiling.
"Don't worry Mal I won't tell Dimitri your little crush on him."
"PSH me no. I don't. Your crazy. Hahaha."
I was going to keep objecting when I see Amanda coming towards us. I shrink down becoming quiet and the guys notice it.I finally come back to reality and scoot away. I have to stay away from them before Lucas finds out.
"Hey Mal. Who's your friends? Mind introducing me."
I shrinked back and away from her and the guys. Amanda glared at me when I didn't answer her. I just wanted to get out of here now. And right on que the bell rang. I grabbed my stuff and bolted right out of there. I threw my books in my locker and ran to the front of the school. I saw Lucas waiting there and walked quickly to him. I was going to open the door when he grabs my waist and pushed me against the car. He quickly smashed his lips to mine in a demanding way as always. I look over my shoulder to see the guys. Nick and Stile's look with slight smiles while Dimitri had a frown. I didn't know why though. When Lucas was done he grabbed my chin and forcefully made me look at him. He looked at me with that smirk on his face.
"I've missed you. I guess you know what happens when you get home. You just gotta be a good girl. And nothing bad will happen."
He quickly shoved me in the car and left to his side. I looked at the guys to see them all shocked from what I guess they just saw. As soon as Lucas was in he sped off.
**home**
When we got home I slowly stepped out of the car hoping to buy me time. Sadly I couldn't. Lucas had lifted me over his shoulder and sped walk inside the house and to his room. He tossed me on the bed and soon after he was straddling me. I started to sqirm a little which resulted in him holding onto both my hands above my head.
"I told you Mal be a good girl and it won't be too bad."
I whimper under him scared of what is to come. He started to bite the skin of my neck and grinding his lower half on me. He tried to make a reaction come out of me. But the thing is I felt disgust if I did. His grinds started to become even more harder and he started to kiss my lips hungrily. His hands roamed my body trying to seduce me. I couldn't hold back no more. I moaned out at the things he did. I could feel him smirk at this.
"See Mal its not hard to give in isn't it?"
I still felt disgusted at this and whimpered.
"Now let's see how this goes."
He grabbed the bottom of my shirt and took it off and he soon did the same with my jeans. I was left in now only my bra and undies. He was going for them to but I grabbed his hands before he could. He looked at me giving me a warning.
"Mal I'm doing this and you will give in. Don't make me wait."
"No."
With that I quickly pushed him off me and ran out of the bedroom. There was no way I was going that with him. I wasn't ready and I am definitly not doing it with him.
I got downstairs and his in a closet nearby hoping he wouldn't find me. I soon heard him come down breathing hard.
"Mal get out here or else. I don't want to play games."
I didn't come out. I stayed put. Soon after I heard glass break and his scream. Pounding was made in which he took steps. I could hear the mess he was making. Soon I heard him close. The noise stopped completely and that scared me.
"Mal you should of listened." He said in a low growl.
The door to the closet slammed open revealing Lucas steamkmg mad. He quickly grabbed me by the arm and threw me on the couch. He quickly grabbed my arms above my head and started biting the crook of my neck and grinding even harder.
"L-lucas please s-stop!!!"
"Do you really think you can tell me what to do! I own you and you have no choice!!"
He then slapped me across the cheek causing me to whimper and cry even more.
"You have no say in what goes on! Learn that Mal!"
He then got off me, got dress and left the house probably to drink. I layed there weeping in pain. My body didn't have the strength to do any movement at all so I layed on the couch until darkness took over. And I fell into a deep sleep.