I don't want to be here anymore
just want to jump
to cut
to hold my breathe
why don't I
"you don't want to"
yes I do
"you don't have the guts"
yes I do
"then why don't you?"
family
"what's holding you back"
my love
"then why do you want to do it?"
pain, too much of it
"where's it from"
my heart