More than just hurt (Jin Ff)

5

I wake up by my alarm "7:00" correct 7'o clock and leave my bed & get ready for school

After I get freshen up I looked at the mirror

School uniform

After watching my self enough, I left the room and goes down stairs

I sat on one of the dining table's chair, mean while jin was eating his breakfast not giving me a single attention i just didn't bothered and starts eating my food

After finishing the dishes he left first with his car and then I left with my car
I was confused as we stay at same place then why going separated, I guess he just wants it to be a secret

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I entered on the school entrance and took my bag on the locker also took out my notebooks then goes to my class

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The last bell rings indicating school is over, I came out took my bag and leave..

On the way to home

I am going home walking as the driver told me that we will be late so I would have to took taxi but I love walking to home so I just decided to walk,
Also on the way I saw a Starbucks which is my favourite & I entered in it

I goes to order

I ordered "iced Americano, with some whipped cream and caramel and vanilla syrup, and caramel macciato"

Then I tell them my name "Lilac" to write it on my order and they told me to wait I sat on one of the table

When a couple entered in, I look at them

Jin? With his cousin!?

Without me, that cruel

I smiled and goes to them and hug him from behind as always but maybe because he was startled and don't knew its me he grab my hand and pussh me toward the ground and in the flash of seconds I felled on the ground

I looked at him

"Are you crazy or something?" He asked me shouting and looking angry

I didn't say anything

And he also doesn't bother and goes away with her

No offence but everyone...

Everyone present here is looking at me like I am some kind of joker or a dirty sl*t there glaze is digging inside me, I stand up hurriedly

And just sat on the table i was sitting before

I still.... feel some people looking at me like I am some kind of joke but him...
My bestie who used to make me feel like I am his sister is now don't even care if I die he doesn't even give me a second gaze

I keep looked at him maybe he will feel sad or sorry and apologise or just invite me with them and then my name got announced as my order is ready I stand up and take my order

I finished it, pay and left from there as fast as I can,

I finally reach there and goes to my room straight and changed

My outfit

After changing i just lied on the bed and started thinking about my life...

In just a flash my life is changed now
My mom, my dad who was my everything just left me here or can say just send me here as I was a burden to them tears left, they never act like this.. I never thought that they will do something like this, I sleeped thinking about it all...