i cant even fucking do it anymore
IM SO FUCKING DONE
IM NOT READY
I CANT
I CANT
I JUST FUCKING CANT ANYMORE
IM SO FUCKING SORRY OKAY
I REALLY AM
I WISH I KNEW WHAT WAS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME
INSTEAD IM JUST A FUCKED UP PERSON AND IM HOME ALONE AND ALL I CAN THINK OF
IS FUCKING KILLING MYSELF??
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SELFISH PERSON AM I
I CANT DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE
IM SO FUCKING SORRY