My eyes burn, it burns from crying and I'm not sad or depressed.
Just tired.
I'm tired.
I feel like my whole insides have melted. I'm this close to throwing up even though I have no idea when I ate last.
I have been crying for three months or more. I've been trapped like wild animals who going to be slaughtered, only difference is my slaughtering will be worse than them. My hands and legs are tied to chains from three months, I'm dirty, I smell like a beast and I've been crying my eyes out. And the worse part is I don't know why I'm crying or how I ended up!
The only thing I remember is my name that is Aurora, my new friend Aster old me that. She told me, my name is Aurora and I've sold by my brother-in-law, Nicolas. But I don't know if I have one. Aster said when they brought me I was covered in blood and bruises. My head was severely injured so it makes sense that I lost my memory. I wonder who my husband was!
Aster is my only friend here. She is just like me, I see myself in her. We both cry to sleep every night. She was was also kidnapped just like me. She ran away from her home that caused her this hell. But unlike me, she always hopes someone will come save us but I think the hope of survival is dim now.
I want to give up but she doesn't let me. I'll go for a war for her but I can't take this anymore. I don't want to live like this anymore. I know her for a very short period of time yet I seems like I've known her for my whole life even though I don't remember.
It hurts, it hurts everywhere, we are helpless. We are getting prepared for the highest bidder so they can buy us and we will play the job of a mistress or a happy whore. The only reason we both are not sold is we both are young and immaculate.
Sometimes it hurts more for her but she doesn't show it instead she always accentuates the silver lining. I don't know anyone on this planet, I know only her and for some reason she is my only strength to get through this. I hope her words "there is someone on the other side who will save us, Rory!" fucking come true. If not for me then for her at least.
I tired of waiting for someone to rescue us. I'm sick of that feeling. I'm weak. I'm so weak that I need someone to come save me. So now I don't cry anymore. My tears have reached to their limit now instead my hearts bleeds every night and more for Aster. She deserves the whole fucking world. If not for her, i'd be dead already.
We both are here today for our bidding. I don't know how many girls are already sold out but they didn't show any protest or struggle, they were willing participant. My heart can't take it anymore because today Aster and I will both be detached. We'll never see each other and this is the pain I can't take. We both have decided after being sold to the highest bidder we will contact each other after three months and if we fail, we'll fail for better. We both will end everything for good. But I can't decide if I can wait for that long, she is my only family and I can't lose her too. Im not sure I can wait for three months, the moment I'm being sold out I'll fucking kill myself because we both know we will never be able to see each other ever.
As my cage is brought forward for the bidding, the whole crowds of bastards look at me like hungry dogs but my only focus is who is buying Aster. I'm ready to be raped. I'm fucking ready for it.
After few gazes, my eyes land on someone and he is the only who doesn't look at my breasts or my half torn clothes which are doing no job of hiding anything on my body. I look at him for pleading eyes to save me. Even though I don't know him, he could turn out to be the worst of all but the look in his eyes tells me otherwise. He doesn't move, doesn't say, just clench his jaw and stares at me as if it's my fault that I'm in this trap.
I prepare myself for some old, ugly rich lard man to bid for me and then a voice booms out silencing everyone,
"$53 million!"
