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Kirko

Man last night was a blur foreal . And for once it wasnt beacuse I was clubbin. All i rember is being in the car with shorty , we started talkin, then as usual when we just started arguin which led to fightin and then boom, thats when she told me she had my seed. Yep! Ariel got a kid or had a kid , my kid. I really dont know cause she took it back and said she got an abortation when she found out i left town. i feel like she just said that to spite me because Ariels not the type to get rid of kid, she dosent believe in killing babies. I'm all confused now is she trying to to keep my kid away from me or what? My temper got the best of me and i accidently through her out the car . The look on of hurt on her face was everything and feel terriable now i just needed to vent quick and soon.

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Ariel POV

Kirk took me home that night.We had a fight so he kicked me out his car. I lied . Me and Kirko have a beautiful baby girl, her name is Annalisa Kyra Bangz. She looks just like her dad. Shes only a coupple months old five to be exzact. I NEVER bothered kirko about it becasue he was out following his dreams and i wanted it to stay that way. He loves what he does. Just like i love my baby Anna. And if he comes here and think he is going to play mommy and daddy were not doing that. He dosent love me. I question that entierly.

As i walked into the driveway i saw an angry Penut on the porch. She immediatly got up from the porch comming to where the car was. "Peach i thought you were dead, damn where you go. You had a nigga worried." Penut said hugging me. "I was with Kirko, and I am fine." I said . "You were with him because ?" She questioned. "Look lets go and talk about this inside." I whispered trying not to let him hear.

I was in a train of thought I did not care about her lecture. Only Kirko could get me mad the way i do, he just does something to me. There is something about your first everything that makes you do and feel things. WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT HIM HE FUCKED UP.

A car pulled up and it was Kirk.

"Red. I'm sorry I flipoed." He said. Getting out the car he hugged me and kissed my cheek. Penut just looked at us in disbelife. "Nigga did KIRKO BANGZ JUSS KISS YOU AND THEN HUGGED YOU ALMOST TOUCHING YO BOOTY?" She questioned, leaving her mouth wide open awating my answer. "Kirk was my first love." I said blankly. "It dosen't look like its over either." said penut crossing her arms.

"Kirk, please go I need to go inside and lay down. Text me" with that said i went to unlock the door . I watched him drive off.How could it not be over, he broke my heart plain and simple leaving me here alone, didn't even call me or tell ne he was okay. So yeah that pretty much closes that chapter. Shit its not like he was going to want a stripper / bartender anyway. Plus i gave up on us along time ago. Two months after he left me was the day i decided to get my life.

I don't know how that worked out because I'm a bartender working at a stip club , and i occasionaly strip. I was brought out of my train of thought when I heard penut ask if she could get water.

"Peach, are you going to tell me more about Mr.Bangz."

"Like what, there is not much to tell."

"What was he like before the fame? Why'd he leave? Why is he back?Shit everything. A nigga wants too know the actual factuals." Penut said bursting with questions

I told her.

"You ever know a person so well that you know exzactly what their thinking or what their going to say next. Kirk and I were just that, bestfriends first. We never wanted our feelings to get in the way of our great friendship, but shit happens.He was my everything really. He loved me uncontrollably, unconditionaly with all his heart. Us falling inlove was enevidiable . Never wanted to hurt me. He left without a goodbye. He walked out on me. I was devastated really. Two months later I am watching a BET video and it was him. Kirko made it big, his dreams camr true. Thats when i decided to get back into the world because the world dosen't revolve around everything kirk. Look at me i'm a stripper , bartender , or exzotic dancer whatever you want to call it, shaking my ass infront of rappers that don't give a damn about me. Then I turn around to see Kirko alive and in the flesh. I wanted to die right there.So I ran and like always he camd after me.

Making me feel for him again.He told me i am doing the wrong thing by stripping. That this is not me. But he had no say im grown. He still claims that he loves me. But I am really confused about him." I explained in detail.

"Look here boo, I don't know to many duded that will chase me outta a gig and still claim they love me and all that shit. But He may care for you. So getchaa as in gear and be there for him. He needs a friend." said penut getting up to go get some water.

I just sat there and thought maybe we could be friends again. We use to be the best of them. He was my partner in crime, maybe it was time to turn up with kirk again.

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Kirko POV

I drove back to the studio, as i got out i was thinking about Ariel. Damn she a stripper now, did i do this to her? Nahh.

Walking in the studio I saw two new strippers. I laugh because one was sucking French in the bathroom and they were about to get it when Mac walked in. I gave MacMiller some dap and went into the booth, bout to lay down some tracks. As i sat in the chair in the booth one of the girls came in and gave me a dance.

"Daddy you so tense, let me make you feel good." She said rubbingbher hands on my dick. Shit I don't really get hard for a girl unless it was Red.

Forreal that was my first love, my everything. I still loved her, maybe thats why i'm back besides the fact that I have to be here to recored. But maybe we could rekinddle what we have. As the stripper unbutton my pants i quickly got up.

"Nah , Lil mama i'm good. But my nigga Mac need love." She got up and quickly started to seduce Mac.

I needed to leave forreal, i chucked up the duce and headed over to my new condo. Feels like home when i'm back in my hometown. I turned on the beats the producer gave me and played the music in my car.

Track 8 was fire , the beat was just theriputic. Like you can just vent. I fumbbled around with words while driving.

Rapping was my passion, well one of them. Ariel was my other, and she loved to sing forreal but she always said she liked to sing but her main dream was to go to college .

She was on my mind and heart heavy. I missed everything about her. The way she laughed , smiled, talked , walked, even the way she crinkiled her nose when she was mad.She did thw cutest things when were together. She was the first girl I took home to my mom. Let alone the only girl. Matter a fact her and my mom were close as fuck. I wonder if they still talk?

I pulled up to my condo and parked. Geting out i looked up at the sky it was dark thw stars looked like heavan, the brisk wind made everything feel right. I am just a nature boy somethimg me and Red love.

I walked into my house, i put the track CD's in the dmusic player, turning to track 8. Something about this song. Listening to the track i keept staring at my phone thinking.

I texted Ariel she was on my mind

Me: Hey Wifey

Red: I'm Notcha Wifeyy I Am Ariel.

Me: Nahh , You Red. But Frfr We needa hang. I miss

yaa crazy ass.

Red: WE CAN GON TO THE CLUB

Me: Nigga, no girl of mine is going to the club to shake her ass. No.

Red: Thats a good thing i'm not your girl.

Me: Whatever Red, you know you love me.

Red: Maybe, but i am going to bed superstar.

Me: Can i pick you up tomrrow?

Red: Yes, Bestfriend.

(End of conversation)

I sit there in the dark listening to tracks all night, and thinking about Ariel. I was going to take her to see my mom, maybe she can brighten things up.

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