The Story of Sarah Wallace (Season 4)

Season 4 Episode 10 - Our Misery

PREVIOUSLY: As Sarah and Laura clashed Laura hurt Sarah and killed Sarah's and Sean's unborn baby.
Sarah and Sean was traumatised of the news of their baby's death.
Connor vowed to protect Sarah from Sean and vowed to break them up.

Sarah is laying in bed as Sean walks into his bedroom with a cup in his hand and he walks towards their bed and Sarah is laying on her side awake staring in a trance and Sean crouches down to her level and he says "I made you a cup of tea" Sarah replies "Thank you" and Sean sadly stares at Sarah as he reaches over and strokes her cheek and says "Why don't you come downstairs, I can make you something to eat" Sarah shakes her head and says "I'm not hungry" Sean replies "You need to eat, you need to keep your strength up Baby. You've been in bed for days" Sarah snaps "I said I'm fine! I just want to be left alone!" Sean looks taken back and he nods and he stands up and leans down and gently kisses Sarah's temple and says "I'll be downstairs if you need me. It ain't good for the kids to see you in bed. Anyway I'll leave you alone, I'll leave your tea there for you" and Sean walks away towards the bedroom door and he turns around and stares at Sarah and says "I love you" and he walks out of the bedroom and a stray tear falls down Sarah's cheek.

Eric and Connor and Billy and Marian are sitting at the kitchen table and Eric says "All I'm saying is Sarah will self destruct if we don't keep a close eye on her" Marian replies "She's just lost her Baby, she's bound to be distant and lash out" Eric replies "Look I know Sarah she needs looked after" Marian folds her arms across her chest and asks "Why are you here again?" Eric says "I'm here for my Daughter!" Sean enters the kitchen and says "Will you two keep it down, I can hear you all the way from upstairs!" Marian looks down and replies "I'm sorry" Connor stands up and asks "How is she?" Sean glares to Connor and asks "How'd you think she is" and Connor says "I was only asking" Sean retorts "Yeah, we'll next time don't ask stupid questions" and Billy looks to Sean and says "Look why don't you both go, I don't think you'll see Sarah today" Connor and Eric look to each other and Connor says "Nah we wanna see her, she needs her family around her" Marian snaps "Her family is around her! My Son is grieving too, get out the pair of you!" Eric and Connor both share a look and Eric says "We'll be back" and Eric and Connor walk out of the kitchen and exit the house. Marian walks towards Sean and rubs Sean shoulder and asks "Are you okay?" Sean clenches his jaw and says "I gotta make some calls" and he leaves the kitchen and Marian and Billy share a worried look.

Sean is standing in his office and he takes out his mobile phone and he dials a number and presses the phone against his ear and after a moment Laura's voice speaks "Hey I can't get to the phone right now, but leave a message and I'll get back to ya" and Sean clenches his jaw and says "Laura it's me, where are you? You can't run forever. I will find you and I will kill you, enjoy your freedom while it lasts". Sean hangs up the call as Sarah appears at the doorway and she says "She won't answer" Sean looks to Sarah and asks "You're up?" Sarah nods and walks towards the couch in Sean's office and sits down on the couch and says "Yeah me laying in bed isn't doing me of Jake or Jamie any good" Sean nods. Sean stands up and walks towards the couch and he sits down beside Sarah and says "I was worried about you" Sarah replies "I'm sorry, I just couldn't face anyone. Especially Connor and my Dad" Sean looks in shock and asks "How'd you know they were in?" Sarah replies "I heard them arguing with your Mum" Sean shakes his head. Sarah says "Laying in bed for those days I just kept thinking about our baby and how we lost him...or her. Maybe if I opened my eyes before and seen what Laura was really like and was doing to you maybe our Baby would be okay, and I'd still be pregnant" Sean grasps hold of Sarah's hand and gently squeezes her hand and says "Sare you can't blame yourself. This isn't your fault or mines. This is all on Laura" Sarah nods and she asks "What happens now?" Sean shrugs his shoulders and says "I got no idea but I know Laura has to be killed" Sarah nods and says "Yeah I know, that's all I kept thinking about in bed. She has to die, she killed our baby, she's the whole reason for our misery, Laura can't be saved" and Sean wraps his arm around Sarah and brings her in close and Sarah leans her head on Sean's chest. Sean says "We have each other, and we can get through this together, we're a team" and Sarah nods and says "Yeah I couldn't get through this without you" Sean turns his head and looks into Sarah's eyes and says "I'm here and I ain't going anywhere" and Sarah weakly smiles "I'm not going anywhere either" and Sean kisses Sarah's forehead. After a moment Sarah says "We need to tell Jake about the miscarriage, he probably has questions" and Sean nods and he says "Yeah he does, he's been wondering why you were so sad and staying in bed but I didn't say anything, I wouldn't do that without you" and Sarah sighs "We can both do it tomorrow" and Sean nods and gently kisses her head

NEXT TIME:
Sarah and Sean both break the news to Jacob about their loss.
Sean is determined to find Laura.
Sarah's old friend and her family returns to London for support.