Inspired by true events of my life-
With razor kissed wrists
This is my blood red stream
I convince myself ''this is for you and its worth it.''
I convince myself there is no pain
I wish I could forget you
This is a crude game I play
White ones, red ones, fresh ones too.
I'm ashamed of what I do
The more time goes by, its harder to hide
Stay behind my sharp razor blade
More and more skin scarred up outside.
No matter the weather wear sweaters inside
''just cold''
I can cover them up but it doesn't feel better
I wish I could stop
It makes me feel alive, it feels strong and real
The same feeling I felt with you, alive and real
But this is different.
I sometimes cut too deeply
I lose much blood and begin to fall
Getting dizzy bumping against walls
I can hardly breath at all
This is my secret
Don't say anything at all.
Because of you I'm not the same
Because of you my arms go lame
I made one last incision and my last vision was of
you
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FanfictionI loved you. I thought you loved me. Instead, you never loved me. Instead, I was just another girl you happened to stumble upon