Escaped + Matthew Espinosa

Chapter 5: Hurt

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"So where are we going, Skate?" I sweetly smiled. He looks down at me, then intertwine our hands. I smiled at it and ignored it. My hand didn't really fit with his. My hands fits with Matthew's though. Hannah! Quit comparing him to Matthew. Why do i still think about him? Ugh!

"We are going to get a snack then go to the arcade close by." Arcade? hm.. seems fun.

"Fine with me!" I giggled. He chuckled then followed in line. I looked at the menu and decided to pick what to eat but i got interrupted.

"Hans?" It sounded alot like Matthew. I turned around, it is him. What the hell is he doing here? He's smiling at me but once he sees Skate he's smile faded. He looked down at our intertwine hands then back at me. I looked at his eyes, hurt was in his eyes. He's hurt? He clears his throat then walks away. Some part of me wanted to follow him but i didn't.

"Who was that babe?" Skate raised his eyebrow at me.

"Just a friend." I fake smiled then looked back at Matthew but he disappeared. Skate nods kissing my forehead. We were the next one to order, we told the person what we wanted then took a seat.

"Hannah? That wasn't your boyfriend, am i right?" Skate asks me not letting go of my hand. I shook my head no.

"uh no.. he's my ex. But trust me I don't have feelings for him anymore." He nods kissing my hand. I smiled at him. The lady called our number, Skate took the food then we eat in silence. But i can't stop thinking about Matt.

He looked like he was about to cry. I hope he isn't crying. I hate making people cry especially Matt. I think i still like Matt but i can't like him again. I just can't. He'll hurt me again. I don't wanna get hurt.

"Hannah?" He waved his hands infront of my face. I jumped in my seat and looked at him. "Do you still wanna go to the Arcade? you seem tired." He asks me. Tired! Pretend that i'm tired.

"I'm sorry Skate but i'm really tired. I'll text you okay?" I stood up ready to get out of here.

"I'll take you home?" He politely asks.

"It's fine. I'm going to my friends house anyways. Goodbye Skate." I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.

"Goodbye Hans" I don't know why but i hate it when he calls me Hans. Only Matt can call me Hans.

You know what this is it, I'm going to find Matt and tell him i still love him cause i do and nothing can change that. Matt's the one. He loves me, i love him. Fuck Skate. I want Matt. Matthew Lee Espinosa.

♡

"May? Hey, do you know where's Matt?!" I yelled into the phone. I'm walking home right now, and it's 2 miles away from here.

"He's here with Cameron and I. He's crying and he's devastated. He won't talk to us. Hannah, i think he needs you. I'm pretty sure he'll talk to you." Oh my god. I told her i'll be there in 10 then ended the call and run home.

"May? I'm home!" I walk into the house slamming the door.

"He's in your room. I'm sor-" I interrupted her.

"It's fine!" I yelled then run up to my room.
I opened the door slowly, there he was, laying on my bed quietly crying.

"Matt? Please don't cry." I closed the door and walk over to him. I lay next to him on my bed, he sees me but then he looks away. The sight of him breaks my heart. He's red puffy eyes, stuffy nose, and he looks broken. A tear falls down my cheek, this is all my fault.

"Go away." He sniffs. I took his hand to make him turn around. He looked at me and cried even more.

"Matt please listen to me. Please." I cried. He wiped his tear, and sit up ready to get out of the room. I spoke up making him to stop.

"Matt I still love you!" I yelled. He stop and looked at me.

"Hans, you don't. Don't tell me a lie. You love Skate not me okay?" He walks over to me, i look up at him. I cried even more as a few tears roll down his cheek.

"I don't love Skate, Matt. I love you and only you. I just realized it today. I still love you, i never stopped loving you. I miss you these two fucking years cause you weren't here! You weren't here to win me back. I missed you so much but you hurt me."I cried.

"I didn't mean to hurt you Hans. I was in love with you before we met. I was in love with you for two fucking years before we met!I knew you were at starbucks so i made my sister drive me there cause i wanted to meet you. so i 'accidentally' bump into you but i did it on purpose cause i liked you so much hans. I stalked your twitter every minute But then i notice that you hated me but i don't know why i wanted you to fall for me. I know how you felt like when i hurt you and i'm really sorry. but please forgive me. i promise you i wont ever hurt you again cause you wont be seeing me forever. this really hurts. catching the person you loved for 6 years love someone back. i knew you were going to love someone when we split up. i knew this was going to happen. but i didn't stop myself from coming here. i wanted to see you one last time. i love you so much but i can't love you anymore. i cant hurt you anymore." He cries. He turns around to leave but i stopped him again. I turned him around and wrap my arms around him tightly.

"please don't leave. please! i'm sorry i hurt you! i'm so so sorry. please don't leave me. i love you! i really do. i love you please don't leave. i can't be here alone without you. i missed you so much. i don't like skate i promise you that! i just wanted to forget about you so i just used Skate. While i was with him, i kept comparing you to him but you were better. He's polite and shit but i like you more. Your fun and reckless. God, Matt i love you so much. I want to be with you forever. MATTHEW LEE ESPINOSA I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. I LOVE YOU!" I yelled out loud. He looks down at me wiping my tears.

"I love you Hans. I'm in love with you Hannah Hays. Always." He looks down at me and kisses me. I pull away and jumped in him. He catches me and wraps his arms around me as I wrap my legs around him.

"Please don't leave. Please don't leave me again. "I cried

"Never hans. Never." I cries hugging me tight.

"I would never leave you, i love you too much to leave my Hans."

THE END

《Author's note》
THE END! Were you guys crying too? I was cause i was listening to my music and Half a Heart by One Direction came on. Omygod. This is the shortest sequel ever. 5 chapters wow. Why did i even make another book for the sequel. im sorry this sequel book is short please dont kill me. i love you guys so much. i feel like i wanna cry now since this book is now over. dont worry i will make more Matthew Epsinosa series. this shit is so sad fuck. uh anyways, goodbye you guys! im sorry again but i hope this book was amazing. i hope. goodbye! love you all
《Goodbye!》