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I wonder, when did I start to think like that?
I wish I never asked myself that question...
I wish I never got lost in your eyes
I wish my heart never skipped a beat when you smiled
I wish I knew how painful it would be
It was so much easier when I was oblivious to these feelings when I thought you were just someone I really liked
It was so much easier to talk to you when I didn't overthink everything
It was so much easier when I didn't mind you looking at someone else
I hate this feeling, .....the feeling of having lost something I didn't even have
I hate the line these feelings are drawing between you and me in my mind
I hate myself for thinking like that
I hate the thought of someone else taking the place in your heart I wish I had
I can't even say it out loud
I can't act on them on these stupid feelings
It hurts so much
It hurts so much giving up on something without trying
It hurts so much having to choose
It hurts so much!.....being near you....
it hurts so much......being away from you ....
My mind is drowning
My heart is aching
Why won't my heart stop beating faster around you
Why won't my mind let go of these feelings
Why won't the thoughts of hope die down !
I'm sitting next to you...you're talking to me and all these thoughts circle around my head.
You look at me and smile....and I smile back.
I love you
I wish you would too.
YOU ARE READING
Neglected Love
Poetry"The feeling of losing something you never had the chance to have" Fifth Poem of the FLORA SERIES
