he needed the pain to be over, he needed everything he feels to be over, he was too tired of feeling these emotions, he wish he was just numb and could not feel anything.
he was too tired to reach up and grab the blade thats on the counter, he wish he could just fall asleep and never wake up again
not that anyone would care if he died, no one.
he was sobbing on the bathroom floor with the door locked and fell asleep on accident
he woke up around 6 am, school starts in an hour. "shit" he yelled loudly, he needs to get ready quick. he has 40 minutes to get ready
he jumped in the shower and quickly cleaned himself, he got out and quickly dried his body and hair
he put his clothes on, he was wearing super baggy jeans, a belt, a long-sleeved crop top, and again alot of jewelry, he decided to wear his glasses today since they went with his outfit
he quickly did his hair, slipped on his converse, grabbed all the stuff he needed and ran out the door
he did all that in 30 minutes, he had 30 minutes to spare but he just wanted to get to school early so he sprinted till he got to school
he arrived at school and was walking inside until he bumped into a familiar face that he had some memories with.
lee minho
"what the fuck? watch where you are going!" minho picked up the book he dropped while yelling at jisung
minho looked up and saw the mark on jisungs face, he didnt wanna act like he was but he was worried
"im sorry! i didnt mean to run into you... are you okay?!" jisung actually seemed worried about a guy whos nothing but rude to him?
"im fucking fine! just leave me alone and dont bump into me again." minho put the worrying aside and just yelled at jisung
"i was trying to be nice minho, i dont get why you dont trust me. id do anything to prove i just want friends and i wont hurt any of you!" jisung was on the verge of tears, why couldnt minho just trust him?
"can you shut up? youre so annoying and fucking ugly." minho pushed jisung on the ground while walking away
jisung sat on the ground for a minute until he got up and decided just to walk around with music playing quietly in his ears
he walked right by the bathroom until he heard people talking, he stood right by the door and took his headphones off and listened carefully
"why the fuck did jisung and his fucking cousin have to join this friendgroup? the rest might want him here but i dont wanna! im not comfortable with it." minho was yelling at lix
felix was sensitive but when it came to his friends he stood up for them with no hesitation
"hes a nice person minho! so is his cousin. why cant you just give them a chance? i dont wanna make you uncomfortable but i know you hate socializing and talking to new people but they are really kind so please just let them in!" felix defended jisung
jisung was obviously hurt by the things minho said, he never thought someone would think of him that way
"and i know for a fact you want to become friends with jisung, you always zone out on him with a worried look on your face you just cant trust them!" felix continued defending his friend
jisung was surprised when felix said that minho worried
"shut up felix, i dont worry about him at all. i. do. not. like. him! why did he have to join US why not anyone else?"
tears slowly filled jisungs eyes and when he noticed he walked away from the bathroom and slipped his headphones back on
he walked into a nearby bathroom and locked himself in one of the stalls and just broke down crying.
ahhh i hate sad things it hurts my heart writing these chapters 💔 i need the angst to be over NOW
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saved \ minsung
Randomjisung is joining a new school along with his cousin hyunjin and they both have to find their way around the school and find new friends, while at lunch jisungs finds a new friendgroup but there is a very attractive but a mean minho in it.
