SEASIDE EUPHORIA ✨

I was jolted awake by the insistent blaring of an alarm located beside my bed. I rose from my slumber in a leisurely manner and proceeded to locate my phone. Afterward, I conscientiously reviewed my agenda for the day, attending to all the tasks that lay ahead. Just like any other routine day, I grabbed a sandwich to consume, retrieved my keys, and departed for work. Over the past five years, I have resided in solitude within a one-room apartment nestled in proximity to a bustling corporate district. There exist numerous aspects of my dwelling that I find displeasing. On occasions, I would open my windows in hopes of a quick glimpse outside, only to be met with the sight of towering walls that seemed to stretch infinitely towards the sky.
I have the option to live with my parents, but in my late twenties, enduring their constant nagging would become burdensome. While I hold deep affection for my parents, I struggle to tolerate their persistent complaints and their insistence on me settling down and marrying someone. It's not as though I haven't made an effort, but my experiences with the men I've dated have been consistently disheartening.

My career as a software engineer has been mentally draining. Despite the bustling corporate environment and my casual interactions with colleagues and acquaintances, there are moments when a profound sense of loneliness lingers just beneath the surface.

Setting aside these thoughts, I hurried to the office, only to be greeted by a substantial workload that often takes hours, extending into days and nights to complete. Each day passes without excitement, devoid of emotions, leaving me feeling like an empty shell.
It was after 8 pm when I left the office to grab some dinner. I often go to a restaurant nearby. I quietly enjoyed my meal there and then headed outside. I took a leisurely walk for a while and eventually sat down on a public bench by the road.

Despite wanting peace and quiet, the noisy crowds and traffic made me feel quite miserable. Strangely, the more I tried to calm myself, the more chaotic my thoughts became.

Eventually, I decided to leave the bench and go back to my apartment. Just as I turned, something amazing caught my eye. It was a huge banner showing a beautiful countryside shoreline. The image was incredibly stunning, and I couldn't stop looking at it, not even blinking.

Seeing that image filled my heart with warmth, and I couldn't help but wonder how it would feel to visit that place in real life.
As I allowed my thoughts to wander, a sudden wave of comfort washed over me, profoundly transforming my previously restless mind into one of serenity. Fortunately, the banner had provided the location, and I promptly jotted it down. It turned out to be several miles away from my home. The mere prospect of visiting this place filled my heart with boundless excitement. That evening, I returned home wearing a broad smile, a rare occurrence in recent times, eagerly anticipating my upcoming journey.

I meticulously prepared the necessary belongings for the trip, and that night, I enjoyed a deep and undisturbed slumber, free from the usual tumultuous thoughts. I also informed my workplace of my impending short-term leave and resolved to embark on this adventure the very next day. By 7 am, I found myself on the road, which appeared unusually tranquil. After driving for nearly 2 to 3 hours, I arrived at the destination. It was far removed from the bustling city, nestled at the remote edge of the countryside, adjacent to the sea.

I navigated through the countryside until I found the exact location depicted in the picture. It was a rectangular platform extending into the sea, adorned with rocks and pebbles along its sides. Never before had my eyes beheld such a splendid vista. A crisp breeze caressed my skin, and the sun bathed the scene in warm radiance. I ventured to the very end of the platform, gazing out at the seemingly infinite expanse of the sea.

In that moment, as I absorbed the breathtaking surroundings, I began to contemplate the entirety of my life's experiences. I pondered whether I was truly doing justice to the potential and opportunities that life had bestowed upon me.
I stood by the shore for a while, relishing the peace and contentment that had been missing from my life for so long. My emotions flowed freely, much like my hair swirling in the cold breeze. Feeling tired, I sat down with my mind empty, but a warm feeling lingered in my heart.