TW:
Insult // Toxic relationship // fighting.
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"Ray!" Sand yell, following Ray's unstable step. The men is too drunk to walk but gosh he is walking fast.
"Ray!" Sand yell again, pulling the pale skinned men to stop.
"Wth do you want?!" Ray hissed
"Let me drive you home." Sand say. Pulling the guy infront of him slowly.
"No, i can drive myself." Ray say.
"You are drunk! You're not even able to walk properly!"
Again Ray ignored him completely. He tried to reach his key but being drunk make it hard for him to find it.
"Ai' Ray!" Sand yell, pulling Ray again towards him.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT?!" Ray yell. This time he even push Sand alittle bit away from him.
"STOP! Just stop focussing on Mew for once. And focus on me instead! " Sand yell. Trying to out Ray's voice. Onky for this once. He really want Ray to stop thinking about others. Just on e please, focus on him.
Ray stayed silence for awhile. "Can't you really see that I truely cared for you?" Sand asks, he was trying his best not to cry. Atleast not infront of Ray. He don't want to appear more pathetic then he already is.
"Why did you always care about my business?! What are we to each other!? What are we ?!" Ray yell. He push Sand's slightly. He couldn't get it. Why would Sand even bother with him? Why would he even care to drive him home? They barely know each others. Nobody love him, not even his own family, his mother despise him. He is only the burden to everyone. Even his bestfriends thought him as the burden. So why, why would Sand out of all people would care about him? He is lying. Sand is lying.
Sand nod, he realise that they are nothing, atleast to Ray he is barely anything. And he also know that the feeling that he have only his own business not Ray's "yes.. we are nothing. But atleast let me care for you as normal human, it's okay for you to hurt yourself all you want. But i don't want to see anybody else hurt because of you recklesness. "
Ray shook his head. So it's true. In the end he is again barely nothing to anyone. He is always the burden anywhere he go. Ray turn around, he already grabbed his key. He wanted to go back to his house. He is exhausted. His mind can't stop telling himself that he is useless.
"Ray?!" Sand yell again after seeing him leaving. He pull Ray away from his car. Stopping him from going any further.
"Let me go! Or do you need me to pay you more you Whore?!" Ray yell pushing Sand hard. Making him fall to the floor.
Silence.
They both stare to each other.
Sand try to hold back his tears. He suppose to get use to those word. But it hurts him so bad hearing it kept on coming from Ray's mouth.
Ray know he shouldn't say what he did. Atleast after he saw how painfull Sand's eyes was. "Fuck." He curse on silent. And again he choose the one solution. Walking away from his problem.
After Ray drive away. Sand stood up trying to follow Ray's car using his bike. Fuck the harsh word, yelling, cursing he gets for showing his careness to Ray. He need to make sure Ray is safe. That his Ray is home safely.
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Thank god after almost 20 minutes driving Ray's finally reach to his house. Sand stop his bike next to the BMW.
