LITTLE SWEETHEART

Chapter 106

"I'm just talking about how I felt before. I'm not here to comfort you."

"But, I don't want to give up just like that." Su Han whispered.

Zheng Peipei smiled. She used to be so happy when she heard such words, but now she only feels bitter when she hears them.

"I'm just an embellishment after your busy work, and you occupy my whole life. From being your fan, president of fan support club, underground girlfriend, every time I cry for you and laugh for you, I try my best... "Zheng Peipei sighed, with tiredness in his eyes, "Even if you don't want to give up, I'm really tired."

"Is there... no happiness?" Su Han asked.

Zheng Peipei put his hands in his pockets and walked forward slowly, recalling many scenes from the past in his mind.

......happiness?

"Of course there are happy times."

People who fall in love are always so easily satisfied.

In a crowded event site, as long as he glanced towards her and gave her a smile, she would be secretly happy for a long time.

When he said he was coming to see her, she began to wait excitedly a week in advance. He recorded a song for her, which was her lullaby every night...

But as time goes by, those satisfactions and happiness will soon be swallowed up by huge loneliness.

Zheng Peipei said: "I once thought that if you just move forward, I will definitely guard you from behind. Later I realized that I am not that strong and I can't guard you anymore."

After a few seconds of silence, she said sadly, "I'm sorry."

With a huge sourness in her eyes, she turned her head to look at the building nearby.

"No. You're not sorry for me." Su Han said hoarsely, "I'm sorry for you. I didn't do what a boyfriend should do."

"I always thought it was going to be better, it was going to be better... But it seems that this road has no end in sight." Su Han smiled bitterly, "Sometimes I feel like I am being held hostage and wrapped in a black hole, and I dare not go down. If you fall, you can only try your best to climb up. Don't dare to get tired and admit defeat."

How can there be any freedom and ease when so many people's personal fortunes and the fanatical love of so many fans are suppressed?

"I understand your difficulties." Zheng Peipei forced a smile, "After all, I have been your fan for several years. I know that you are becoming more and more popular and powerful, and I also know how many people want to see you fall from a high place. ."

"But you are not a decoration for me after my busy work." Su Han explained, grabbing her hand forcibly, looking into her eyes and saying, "I have never treated you as a pastime, I am very serious about being with you. . I have been planning a future with you in my heart. I know you have worked hard these past few years, can you give me a little more time? Four years have passed, do you want to give up now? I really..." He choked up for a moment, After a while, he uttered three words, "I can't bear to leave."

"Let's just be friends." Zheng Peipei breathed a sigh of relief, "It's just like in high school, so relaxed and happy. I also admired you at that time. I can't be the girlfriend of a big star, so let me be a big star. friends."

She winked at Su Han playfully, "Let's not turn against each other and become friends, okay?"

"..." Su Han nodded slowly and with difficulty.

He knew that this time was different. She had extraordinary calmness and extraordinary rationality.

It was no longer about venting and arguing, she really let go.