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"Damn!!"
I curse out in pain as i felt the knife pointed at my adbomen being plunged through my body, deepening, tearing through my clothes, and piercing my flesh.

I stare at the hand that holds it with fascination.....

It was a milky smooth hand that seemed as though it was boneless, those hands used to be the epitome of purity, but now was being stained with crimson blood, creating a contrast........'how beautiful'

This beautiful hand belonged to this twelve year old innocent milky boy infront of him....

"I-i-i....."
He stammered as he let go of the hilt of the knife and slowly backed away...

I stare at the sweet boy infront of me filled with pain and anguish but also mixed with a little delight,

Call me pyscho if you will, but seeing someone love me to the death and even go into 'yandere' mode for him was truly a sight for this little chunibyo heart of his.

Still, i couldn't be happy for too long as every waking second is unbearable pain, the wound created an unbearable stinging senseation, and even breathing was enough for the blade to grind at my flesh.. It was simply....pain....

"IM SORRY-"
the boy who wounded me.said aggrievedly....
His eyes showed confusion and fear holding his head and looking down as if in remorse, then the next second his eyes widened as his head tilts back and with a deranged expression he then proceeded to point his finger at me looking at me whilst tears form and drop in big droplets

"NO! ITS YOUR FAULT! WHY WERE YOU SO CLOSE TO THAT GIRL?!!"
He screamed hysterically, almost deafening,

Laughing i find that it was quite amusing, he never thought that the boy who'd always speak to him with a gentle pleasant voice sweetly calling him "brother~"
Would now be yelling at him in an ear-piercing timbre.

Regardless of how fond he was at the boys evolution, he couldnt handle anymore of the pain......

Just as he was racking his brains to find a way to escape this dillema he saw a girl peeking through the other side of a wall, after meeting my gaze she whipped out her phone and gesutured for me to be quiet...

I watch her leave the perimeter presumably making a call to the authorities or the ambulance, and needed to go somewhere distant in order to not be heard by this......bad boy over here.

This was it, if i just stall for a few minutes i would be saved.

The hospital is just Twenty minutes away from this alleyway that we're in, plus the knife wasnt buried too deeply inside me, at most only half the blade was thrusted,

After all, the boy that gave him this wound was a child and one that had low physical strenght its impossible to stab me so thoroughly....

Its already impressive that the knife managed to pierce half-way in.....

I wince in pain as i looked at the boy oblivious that he was about to go to a childrens jail and is just continuing rambling on and on about how much he had love himself...

At this moment....i gained a bit of clarity......

What if?. . . . . .

My mind spun as the idea that appeared randomly in my head magnified....

'No no, this is the perfect opportunity to test this out!!'

I grin wildly as i grab the knife and tilted it upwards hissing at the pain

"What are you doing?????"
I last heard the boys bewildered scream

as i plunge the knife deeper and dragging it upwards through under my rib and hastily pulling it out!...

"Modafocka-"

Blood gushed everywhere my hands were stained with my own blood, the smell of rust was needless to say pungent...

I'm pretty sure i've slashed an artery just now.....

He heaved as he fell down and slumped to the ground... His eyes felt heavy and he slowly passed out..
He had only one thing in mind.... Being the pyscho he was, he wanted to test his conjuncture.....

Perhaps he was young, perhaps he was just bored, but an idea arose in his mind, maybe his mother was right, he watched too much fantasies...

But when he was presented with such an opportunity how could his curious heart not want to find out and seek the truth?....

If..... He could reincarnate.....

• • • • •
My name is Sai, Sai Vhien.
A 13 year old, middle schooler,

young as he was, he had already mentally surpassed adults twice his age, his IQ and EQ are both high emough to be more than just "praise-worthy"

Although what came with this "gift" was boredom.....

Nothing that he was able to do at '13' year old could give him joy...so he turned to watching shows that depicts fantasy, something that differs from his boring reality, and most of these shows were... "Anime's"

He was most fond of the  'isekai' genre.....

Aside from watching, what sai most like to do...is be loved.

He is a sort of attention seeker, and a people pleaser, he likes the feeling of being liked, so he as a child, puts on a mask, charading a character who's sensible, obedient, and talented...

He took it upon himself to be everyones favorite.....

Perhaps such is the reason why he had become an existence that was coveted....

The boy that stabbed him happen to be his good friend, a year younger than him but still in the same class....maybe because sai was the only one to shower him with light, but the boy had become possesive of him...

Sai dismissed it as a childs whims, but then that ended his life...

Its ironic, sai himself is a child who is not like a child, so why is he vieweing other children as simply children and underestimating them...

You'd have to thank sai's god complex for that and his narcissism...

• • • •

Sai chuckled as his life flashed before his eyes, being a 13 year old, there really was nothing to look at.........

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Thank you for reading!!!!!

Sorry for my bad english and wrong grammar! I aint english mayteeeeeee

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