Untitled Love: No way to forget you

My freedom, where is it?

the new image vanished, I'm still talking to that boy who made me think about leaving everything behind, but there is something that ties me to this monotonous life, and that is you Sofia, my god listen to my laments and give me strength to overcome this tremendous affliction.

May someone take away from me this terrible curse of loving someone and not being able to see her, talk to her or simply know about her, this terrible and tremendous curse of not being able to move forward, of not being able to move forward with a new partner, because every time I try something with someone it is never true because it is still in my mind Sofia Ivania Villanueva, since the moment I saw my dear one with the eyes of wisdom, my lost angel, since that moment I have not been able to be with someone and really love that person, I know I have made mistakes and I have sinned, but do I really deserve this curse? Is it so much evil that I did in this and in my other lives that now I have to pay the bill?

Where is my true love? I ask myself, since I know that Sofia is my first love, although it has never really been a concrete love and even less granted and even worse unrequited, Sofia was and is the first woman apart from my mother and sister that I have really loved and that I still love, I am tired, as Mahmoud Darwish said "first love never dies, true love comes to bury it alive", I will never forget all the love that I had and still have for my first love, all this pain will be part of the teaching that she will leave me.

 I look forward to the day when these chains are finally broken and I can finally be free, I can love freely, without exclusions and without her in my mind always absolutely.