Dear diary,
Why do they think I did it. I'm only fifteen years old. I get good grades, I've never done drugs, ever drank. I'm innocent, I swear. I'm scared, I feel like they're going to treat me bad. Treat me like if I'm a bad person; I did the crime. I love my mum, my dad, my sister, and my older brother. They say I'm crazy. I'm not crazy. They say I have many illnesses, I'm not perfect...no ones perfect. I'm so sorry. They asked about my battle scars; I did not say a word. I was-I am afraid. I'm going, there taking me today. I just wish they did not have to say 'asylum' I'm not crazy. I'm sorry...
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"Please do not do this, I'm innocent. Please let me go, I want to go back home" I say while kicking and screaming.
"Oh how much Sister Jude would want to see you right now baby, a girl like you. I'll be in your room tonight" one of the guards say, with a laugh.
I did not even get to say goodbye to my family. Well just my mum and siblings. My dad has been in jail since I was 4 years old. He got arrested for drugs, robbery, fighting and abuse. My mum and was the same-is the same. She once sold my older brother and I. Jayden; my older brother, he is three years older than me. You can say that he is going down the same path as my parents. My baby sister; Penelope, she is only two months old. My mum got pregnant by one of her ex boyfriends. I want Penelope to be a successful lady, not to end up like any of my family members.
I don't want my mum abusing her like she did to Jayden and I. Penelope will be treated like a baby is suppose to be treated. I love her with all my heart.
"I want to go back home" I scream. The guards force me on the wall and handcuff me.
"Listen here you stupid dumb bitch! You do what we say or there is consequences!" One of the guards said.
I looked at him, my eyes watery, I lifted up my glasses and wiped my eyes. He grabbed my waist, also did the other guard. They walked me too what seemed like an office. It read 'Main office'. They sat me in a room. I looked around, the windows were barred down.
"Edith Woods, nice to meet you. I am Sister Jude, I run this place" she shut the door, told the guards to stand aside, then sat down in front of me. She continued with "You're fifteen years old. Oh, Edith, you're so beautiful. Any guy in here would want a girl with long wavy blonde beautiful hair, with light bright blue eyes, perfect body. Well I'll read more about you young lady. As you see we aren't like any other asylum, oh no we are more modern. These guards will take you to your room and we will having welcoming night and six o'clock. Oh and remember Edith, there is punishments if you don't obey my and any of these staffs rules." She finishes off and signs the guards to take me to my room.
As we walk, I see many a boy. He has green eyes, dark curly brown hair, plump pink lips, and many tattoos. He looks like he is six feet tall. He is talking to some other mates.
"Woods, let's go, any slower and I'll get you here and now" the guard says, making me walk fast.
I see him stare up at me, he just licked his lips. When I got into my room I saw my suitcase. The guard took off the hand cuffs and filed out some papers.
"I'll be back for you in a while, you need to go see our doctor for check-up" the guard says.
When he closes the door I start to unpack. I couldn't bring many stuff. I just brought my toothbrush, much toothpaste, and much too many pair of white sweats, tank tops, sport shorts, sleeve tops, undergarments, and cardigans. Brought my shoes and many more necessary stuff. When I found my diary in the bottom I opened it and smiled.
"Okay Woods, out" I hear the guard say from outside. I quickly hide my book under the mattress. Walking out, the guard grabbed my wrist, painfully.
