2 week later
tamia pov
Location: home
I heard vontae crying once again, idk what's wrong with him but he just won't stop. he quieted down for 5 minutes and started right back, I changed him, fed him, I did everything literally idk why he crying
I picked him up and tried rocking him but ofc it didn't work. his dad left like 2 hours ago because he hand business to handle.
lately vontae just been crying, like all day and night, it's not aggravating it just frustrates me because I feel like I'm doing something wrong or sum
he screamed in my ears and my eyes begin to water. I quickly wiped my eyes and called nya and ofc she answered
"hello" she answered
"u need help baby" she asked and I nodded
"im coming" she said before hanging up
my eyes started watering again and I just begin to cry with him. it's so frustrating ughhhh godddddd!! I just wish he stop crying
nya walked in the house and quickly washed her hands before grabbing the baby.
"oh whats da matter tt fat man" she rocked him
"its otay baby" she talked softly to him, she began walking away but also rocking him, he was still crying tho
I covered my ears, put my head in my shirt and started rocking back and forth, back and forth.
his crying got softer and softer before he finally stopped, nya held him and rocked him gently while talking to him
I wish I was as good as her. my own son don't even like me. like wtf am I doing wrong?
about 30 minutes later nya had put him to sleep for me and laid him down.
"go lay down. imma sit right here. go get some sleep" she told me
I looked at her and she nodded, I stood up and went to my room, he was in the bed on one side with pillows around him. I quietly laid down and with in 5 minutes I was sleep.
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I woke up and looked over and seen that vontae was gone and I was in the room by myself, I stood up and went straight to the bathroom I had to pee real bad. After I finished I went to wash my hands and look for my baby, I seen jt was sitting on the couch feeding him while nya folded up some clothes
"finally up sleepyhead" nya smiled
I definitely enjoyed my nap like lately ian been getting no sleep because he stay up all night crying most nights.
"I needed that" i yawed sitting down
"u got em" i asked jt and he nodded
"if u still sleepy u can go back ta sleep" he told me
"We cleaned up and stuff while u was sleep and imma order sum some food tn so youn gotta do much" jt said
"I wanna smoke but ion know cus I'm breast feeding. I just wanna relax like the last two weeks been lowkey hell" i said
"wait til he at least a month before u start smoking again" nya told me
I looked over at vontae he was peacefully sleeping in his daddy arms. It's crazy how I just had a baby with a stranger basically. and jt a good dad so far. he always here helping but sometimes it get hard cus he still gotta work
I haven't started back working yet I'm on maternity leave for 2 months I might start back earlier tho
Jt pov
Location: Mia house
"hey fat man" juicy smiled while vontae held on to her finger
"and I got him this" my momma said showing mia some more clothes
"cus he is getting big, like he growing fast" Mia laughed
"thank u" Mia told my momma
"I'm glad u had a baby cus I wanted Ah lil brudda" dayday said and i chuckled
"what dat is? my cousin" dayday asked making us laugh
"nooo yo nephew fool" juicy laughed
my momma came to see the baby and drop some stuff off, she be spoiling him already yall like da hell is already buying toys and stuff talm bout he gone play wit dem soon
I love having a son like fr Ian gone even lie. I can feel he gone keep me on da right path. I can't wait til he get a lil older like when he can talk and walk and shit.
"aye bru look at this new game" dayday showed me
"u want it" i asked
"heck yeah" he smiled
"too close dayquan" my momma said
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after my momma left we gave da baby a bath and fed him now his big ass sleep, he ain't gone stay sleep tho, he prolly gone wake around 11. it's only 8:46
"so I did a tik tok of me doing like a day in da life as a new mom and look ts blew up" Mia said sitting beside me
she showed me the video and showed me how many likes, comments and views it had, she just posted it yesterday and it lowkey did blow df up
"u should keep doing dem lil shits" i said
"I am" she told me
"u hungry" i asked ha and she nodded
"whatchu wanna eat" i asked
"I wanna cook something" she said getting up going to da freezer
"nvm" she laughed
"i want umm some McDonald's" she said
"u wanna go get it and I stay here wit da baby" i asked
"I'll go" she said
she went in da room and put some sweatpants on, when she came out I gave her some cash, den she left.
I grabbed my phone checked my notifications and nobody ain't talm bout nothing so I just went to instagram. it be boring when my boy be sleep Ion be having shit to do at all
I felt my phone ringing and it was Kyra, it surprised tf out me hood cus she don't even fwm nomo ever since dat lil dumb shit happened
"yo" i asked putting it on speaker
"whatchu up to" she simply asked
"shit rn"
"mia had da baby yet" she asked
"yeah he sleep rn" I asked
"oh" she mumbled
"hy how u doing" I asked
"good, just wanted to check on u. Ian hear from you or seen ya inna city" she asked
"oh yeah im just chilling wit my son" i said
