There's a man I really love. To the point na I am really willing to risk it all, to give it all just for him.
He has this 11 years relationship with his ex girlfriend, at sa bar kami nagkakilala kase halos gabi gabi ko siyang namamasdan doon, nag lalasing.
I talked to him what's wrong, and then nag kwento naman siya. We also had our first night together after namin mag usap about his ex girlfriend.
Red flag pakinggan, pero eventho he is not that totally healed, eh pumasok ako. I said I am ready to heal him, heal him from all the pain, I am willing to do everything just for him to forget about his past. I am willing to save him.
He agreed. He said 'lets try it out.'
and I was so happy.
Our relationship last for 2 years, after that 2 years he suddenly changed, palagi na siyang lasing umuwi, palagi ko rin siyang nakikitang umiiyak tuwing hating gabi.
I talked to him, one day, and I am glad that he didn't make excuses and didn't lied.
He said, "bumalik na siya."
The girl that he love for 11 years.
Iyong babae na kailanman hindi ko mapapantayan.
So, that's it. I know that he never stopped loving her, I know that for that 2 years, there's always a hope for him na magbabalikan silang dalawa.
I just said sorry, because I didn't fullfil my promise na, 'I would heal him'.
na 'I'll help him try to forget about her.'
that 'I would save him.'
and then I realized that it is indeed that I can risk it all for him, it is indeed that I can do everything for him.
He did the same.
But for another girl.
