I cant remember why i drew this

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Is it Neru???(I drew it a loooooooong time ago)
I think it's Neru...

But to be honest I don't really like Neru.

I don't mind Haku tho.

The main reason for my hate is the ships she is put in and...

Her fanloid/Vocaloid thing.

Now listen non-reading motherfackers, Neru is a fanloid and will always be a fanloid.

She has ripped off Mikus design.
She is basically an older Rin(with like a 6 year old Rin voice)
And seriously I don't give a shit if Crypton own her and people say she's an official fanloid.

THAT JUST MEANS SHES NOT ACCUSED OF COPYRIGHT!!!

SERIOUSLY THO GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT YOU IMAGINARY DECKS.

AND SERIOUSLY PEOPLE WHO SAY

"I hate RinXLen! NeruXLen FTW!"

RinXLen and NeruXLen are the same fucking thing! I see Rin and Len as mirror images and exact opposites not lovers so that's why I don't ship it!

Things like VocaloidsXUtauloids or FanloidsXVocaloids are really iffy with me(unless it doesn't disturb my main ships or its Yaoi or Yuri :3)

I'm sorry for the very few(lol none) who read this or like Neru or ship the ships that I mentioned but I really don't like her and felt like I really had to rant. I don't mind seeing her in things normally as a non ship included character.

Now to compensate I will put down the lyrics of Echo Packet Hero and Mosaic Role-three of my favourite songs

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The clock stopped ticking
Forever ago
How long have I been up
I don't know
I can't get a grip but I can't let go
There wasn't anything to hold on to tho
Why can't I see
Why can't I see
All the colours that you see
Please can I be
Please can I be
Colourful and free

What the hells going on
Can't someone tell me please
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV
I'm black
Then I'm white
No something isn't right
My enemy's invisible
I don't know how to fight
This trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against
The echo in the mirror
ECHO

I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now and never look back

I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now and never look back

I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now and never look back

I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now and never look back

I'm gonna burn my house down and never look back

And never look back

And never look back

What's the hells going on
Can't someone tell me please
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV
I'm black
Then I'm white
No something isn't right
My enemy's invisible
I don't know how to fight

What the hells going on
Can't someone tell me please
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV
I'm black
Then I'm white
No something isn't right
My enemy's invisible
I don't know how to fight

This trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against
The echo in the mirror

This trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against
The echo in the mirror

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IT'S NOT FUCKING FUNNY

Tsutau nukumori, yakitsuita yumegokochi
kamitsuku yō ni fureatte!
Dare mo shinjinai atemonai mirai
shin jau made tsuyoku kanjitai na...

tte sā, okashi ̄na,
kimi no kowa-sa ni furetai yo.
Harisakeru omoi, koi to hari kaete ike!

Kudaranai "takara mono" dakara koso
sunao ni wa tebanasenai nda na.
Futon no naka arittake no kodō,
kyō mo gomi ni shite ita?

Daitai kawaranai, asai kurikaeshi
hon'nō-teki ni shikujitte!
Dare mo kaerenai ate mo nai mirai
nai chau made fukaku kanjitai na...

tte sā, kawai ̄na,
kimi no yowa-sa ga medetai yo.
"Isso no koto..." to akirameru kimi ga suki!

Tomari-sōda iki no re kikitorenai
nani ga shitai no ka waka renai nda na,
omoidasu to tsukare chau noda
te o hanasanaide ne?

Tatta hitotsu dake
mamotte ita akashi o su patto kitte
mikaeri megakete kojiakete ita?
Tsumaranai kyōbi,
tsumaru kyori mihattenaide
ima, yatto kidzuita nda,
pakkuri aita kizuguchi ni!

Meikingu dōga okkakete
tsutanai kotoba o haki kakeyou...
de, kikkuofuda kōhan-sen
kutabireta ho o harimasu to,
masaka masakano hiagatta futeiki kōro
aita kizuguchi ga fusagaranai nā...

honshō wakaranai!
Itai toko bakka kandō-teki ni ijikutte.
Nagatsudzuki shinai namanurui memai
kowareru made tsukari tsukaritai na...

tte sā, ureshi ̄ na.
Kirawa retatte shiawaseda,
'daisukidayo...' to utsumuku, kimi ga suki...
de sā,-dōshi-yō? ... Kō shiyou ka!

Soko ni nettori afureta
mujaki-sa datte sa
guttari yaburete kieuserunara,
kossori kokoro o kitsuku shibatte miseru!
Sessessessesse... to, redii foo yuaa rabu

namidame hakidame kawaribae no riyū,
kikitakunai. Itaiitai naiteitai

amattarui koe, nio ni muchū
chutchutchutchutchu~... de, redii foo yuaa rabu

tatta hitotsu dake
damatte ita himitsu o kirihiraite
namakizu-darake no ai o umu nda?
Tsumaranai kyōbi,
tsumaru kyori mihattenaide
ima, yatto kidzuita nda,
zakkuri saketa hidarimune!

Ai toka iu mono okkakete
dogitsui itami ni yoishireyou,
darekare kamawazu koe kakete
ji ni tsuku ashi o sagashite iru
kojire kitta yume
sogi totte karappodatta
atashi, ano hi kara, otona ni natta mitai.

Itsu made naite itai...?

"Nani mo wakatte inai!"

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To aru kotoba ga kimi ni tsukisasari
Kizuguchi kara more dasu
Eki wo (ai) to keiyou shitemita

Omoiyari no ketsujo to katachi dake no koubi wa
Kusareen no kimi to atashi no yokunite iru
[Soredemo suki...] to ka (warai)

Aishitatte ii janai ka?
Shibari dare mo furenaiyoo
Kore mo unmei janai ka
Keiru keiru to aru ai se

Owaru goro ni wa kimi ni aiteruyo
Ai ka yoku ka wakarazu auttsu koto wa nanto shiyouka

Omoiyari no ketsujo to katachi dake no koubi wa
Kusareen no kimi to atashi ni yokunite iru
Soredemo ii kara...

Aishitatte iu no desuka?
Shigamitsuite mo kaku koto wo
Koroshitatte ii janai ka
Kimi ga kirau atashi nante

Aishitatte ii janai ka?
Shibari dare mo furenaiyoo
Kore mo unmei janai ka
Keiru Keiru to aru ai se

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