THE ALPHA'S AMNESIAC [on hold]

Chapter 4: Samuel Ford

SAMUEL POV

It's already been a month since i've decided to take a trip all over the world in order to visit all the werewolf packs in search of my 'mate' but it seems that luna has really forgotten about me which makes me sad...

For Pete's Sake!!

I'm already 19 years old running for 20 in just a few months!!

But wait, i would like to introduce myself first...

The name's
SIMON FORD
19 years old
6'1 in height
And the ALPHA of the BLOODY MOON PACK

I become the Alpha earlier at the age of 16 due to some circumstances that i'd rather NOT MENTION...

During those times, i became really busy on being the packs Alpha, handling all the issues that would come and at the same time, i'm also busy with my studies...

You see, I'm still just a High schooler at that time that is why, i set aside the thoughts on finding her believing that she will be the one to find me but when i reached the age of 18 and still with no mate, i then realized that i have to do something if i still wanted a mate...

I also realized that my pack needs their Luna...

But Most of all...
.
.
I NEED HER!!

Not just because she's the only one who can calm me down when i'm angry...

Not also because she's the only girl whom i want to cherish, protect and love forever...

And also not only because she's the only girl whom i wanted to be the mother of my children...

No.. That's all just a part of it!

I NEED HER BECAUSE SHE IS MY OTHER HALF...

MY LIFE...

SHE WILL MAKE ME COMPLETE AND I WILL DIE FOR JUST THINKING THAT SHE'S NOT WITH ME OR IN THE WORST CASE SCENERIO...

SHE MIGHT NEVER BE....

THat thought alone makes me shiver and causing my heart an unbearable pain...

That is why i begun my search as soon as i turned 18 But my search had to stop a year after because my pack needs me for some matters and who knows that it would take me another year in doing so, that is why, when i saw another chance for me to find her, i grabbed it immediately...

I just want my mate...

During my 1 month trip, I've already visited all the packs that are living in The South and North of America in hopes of finding her but i failed again and again...

I also even went to visit the packs that are living in Africa out of desperation but still unfruitful...

most importantly, i even went as far as to live with the humans for a few days or so because i thought that she could be a human but it is proven that even the human world devoids me from her!!

But no matter what, I'm still hoping that the moon goddess has not completely forgotten about me because i didn't want to be alone forever...

But here i am, after a month of searching, i'm going to go home defeated and hopeless...

I don't know what to do anymore...

I don't know if should just give up or what...

It hurts!! It hurts so much!!

Yes, i admit that i still haven't met her in person but it hurts so much that she's still not by my side until now...