NOT A SECRET

Chapter 7🔞

(Bible POV)

We arrived at the condo. Bui now stopped sobbing and I was really glad because I didn't want to see his tears I was devastated. Earlier when I saw him crying I realized that he Must have a reason for rejecting my feelings and that reason must be damn serious otherwise he wouldn't be crying like this.

Nevertheless, I'm not going to force him to talk about it but I must know I want to help him to stand beside him and if was the reason for his tears I'm ready to walk away. I don't want to be the reason for his misery.

Anyway, As we entered the room Bui walked to the couch and settled on it comfortably.

"Are you hungry baby? we could order anything" I said as I was still near the door staring at him. Somehow I felt that he might be hungry after what happened in the car.

"No, it's fine I'm not hungry now, I will eat later" he spoke looking in my direction his eyes were still puffy and red from his crying session earlier.

"Then I will bring you something to drink, a juice so you regain your composure," I said while walking towards the kitchen before I could take another step I heard him say " Thank you," once I heard him say this I turned around I wanted to see his face as I saw the brightest smile ever he smiled at me his cute dimples showing I wanted to kiss them even tho his eyes smiling but still there was a hidden pain inside his eyes.

I smiled back at him as I walked inside filling up the glass, I walked back inside and sat beside him on the couch handing him the glass of water he gulped down the whole glass as I placed the glass on the table in front of me.

"Are you okay now baby?" I asked concerned about him.
He nodded then rested his head on my shoulder.

"If you don't want to talk about it now it's okay," I said as I patted his head to assure him.

"No, I want to," he said with a soft voice.

"It's my family," he said almost sobbing.

"What about them?" I asked with curiosity.

"they're homophobic... If they ever get to know that I'm dating a guy it's the end of me!" he said while playing with my fingers I could feel the bitterness in his voice.

"When they knew about my feminine side my dad hit me hard with a belt that my back almost opened I was drenched in blood that day... They even threatened me that they would lock me in a dark room so I could repent my sins..."

Honestly, I've been with Bui for 4 years but it's my first time knowing this I always thought that his family was an open-minded family I always saw them as a loving and caring family I never knew this side of them truly jujudged book by its cover.

"But I don't get it, you always wear feminine clothes until now how did they accept it?" I questioned with curiosity.

"It's all about money Bible at first they refused but when they knew about the sum of money I would take if I participated in a BL series they got blinded by money... They let me act as a gay character but they didn't allow me to wear whatever I wanted at first... but eventually, they did because I told them that I have to act like a bottom in real life too so the fans would be pleased otherwise I'd be fired from the company if I didn't obey. So they just let it slide as long as I bring them a good amount of money."

"In conclusion, they just used me as a money offer"

"I hate them seriously"

"Bui... I'm sorry" I said lifting his chin to my view. His eyes were full of tears, and I felt my whole world crashing in front of me I couldn't protect him he was being abused all this time and I didn't even know that on top of that, I also used him and took advantage of his weakened state.