Your POV
It's been a week since I got my memories back, it's killing me, I love newt but I cant tell him, were having a bonfire tonight, I'll tell him tonight I cant stand it any longer,
I walk to the front of the maze doors and look inside, I was waiting for Thomas to come back, he's the only one who knows about my memories because he's having dreams about his memories,
I hear someone walk up behind me, I pretend not to notice, the person puts their hand on my shoulder, I turn my head, its Newt,
"Hey Newt"
"You alright, Y/N?"
"Y-yea..."
He put both his hands on my shoulders and turned me to look at him,
"You can always talk to me Y/N, ok shank?"
"Thanks Newt..."
He smiled and pulled me in for a hug, I hugged back, but pulled away because i knew it meant nothing, I saw him turn around and walk back but I grabbed his wrist,
"Newt..."
"Yes Y/N"he was facing me,
"Can I sit with you tonight?"i asked looking down,
"Of course you can Y/N"
I smiled and nodded, I turned and focused on the maze, his footsteps became quieter as he walked back to the homestead, I relaxed once he was gone, I looked down and a tear slipped out my eye, I heard more footsteps, I looked up and Minho ran up to me,
"You alright greenie?"
"One it's been two weeks and you know my name, and two yes I'm fine , bust a bit of dust..."
He nodded and walked off, since I got here I've been getting better at lying, but I wish the reason I was like this wasn't real,
Another tear slipped out my eye and a Thomas ran though the doors, I looked up and he hugged me, I tried to hold back the tears but a few slipped out, I hugged him back,
"Hey, let me get sorted and we can talk in the deadheads...?"
"Uhuh"i mumbled while nodding,
We pulled away and he wiped a few tears from my eyes and kissed my forehead,
Since he found out a out the memories he's been acting like a brother to me, he also told he he has a crush on Theresa,
I followed him to the homestead and he got sorted, he walked to the deadheads went to our usual spot, I sat down and Thomas was stood up,
"Did you and Newt talk today?
"Yes...I also hugged him..."
"It's hurting isn't it?"he asked
"Y-yea"a few tears slipped out, I wiped them away,
"Hye, hey it will be alright"
"I-I just feel so, stupid"
"Your not stupid"he said wiping away a few tears that slipped out,
"Is everything alright here?"asked a British voice,
I looked up and saw Newt with a worried face,
"Can I leave you?"Thomas whispered,
I nodded slightly,
"She's just a bit worried that we wont get outta here, I need to go to the map room to sort out today's notes with Minho, newt can you keep her company for a few minuets please?"
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One Shots
FanfictionOne shots that will either be: - Newtmas or Dylmas - Thomas Brodie-Sangster (x reader) - Dylan O'Brien (x reader) - Thomas (x reader p.s. TMR character) - Newt (x reader p.s. TMR character) Please enjoy and thanks for reading... ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️