I hate how I love you [Musume Ronshaku x Fem Reader]

chapter 3

Y/n's POV:

"Ugh. Just get the hell out of here. Stop wasting our time or you're reaaally gonna regret it." Musume said and walked away with her group.

Is this really her? She acts like a whole different person. Did she really not recognize me? I mean I did change since I was 14 but I thought after she finally learned my name she would remember me. Or maybe she just doesn't wanna see me. She ghosted me back then too after she changed schools. I feel like a fool for what I just did. She thinks I'm a loser.

Alright whatever I have to pee.

I was walking up the stairs when suddenly I saw someone falling down the stairs next to me. I tried really hard not to laugh. It was really awkward running up to them but if I didn't help them... Well it's just even worse. I don't want people to think I'm a mean loser.

I walked up to them. They were covering their face out of embarassment.
"Hey are you okay?" I asked while I held out my hand to help them.

They have long salmon-pink hair. Their bangs almost cover their eyes. Oh and I just noticed his uniform. It's a boy. For the long hair I thought it's a girl. I wanted to laugh even more. Not because I think he's weird for that, it's just silly.

"Oh. T-thank you. Sorry." He held my hand and stared at the floor as I helped him up. "So uhm what is your n-name?" He asked still avoiding eye contact. He's so me.

"I'm Y/n L/n." I said. I can speak more naturally around shy people. I'm so weird for that.

"Otohiko Meichi. Um have a good day then." He looked at me for a second then slowly walked away. I actually feel sorry for him. He seems nice.

As I entered the bathroom I became much more relived. It has been always my safe place. It's so quiet here.

I was washing my hands when suddenly the door opened. I looked at the mirror and saw Musume behind me.

"Ugh. Why do you have to be everywhere, you bitch?" She groaned.

Say it. Just say what's in your mind. That's Musume. Musume Ronshaku. You know her. Be natural.

"I'm speaking to you, deaf girlie!" She pushed me to the walls.

"I think it's the time we should talk about what's w-wrong with you. Since it's just us..." I said while staring at the floor waiting for her to scream at me. But it was just awkward silence for a moment.

"You think I have anything to say to you?" Musume got annoyed.

"Why are you like this? You know me but you keep acting like-"

"Shut your mouth! I DO NOT know you. If you say anything about us you're just going to get your school year ruined. Fucking idiot." She got closer to me and looked at me with a serious face, looking straight into my eyes.

I couldn't help but notice how pretty her lips are. Her annoyed face. Her eyes. I could even smell her camilla perfume. Am I really going to get turned on by someone bullying and threatening me? I'm so fucked up what the hell.

"Say something, you creep. Yikes, you were always like that." She took a step back.

Then a memory came up in my head. I couldn't help but just say it. Maybe that's the last time I could talk to her. Without her friends.
"Y-yeah. I remember you used to hold my hand when I didn't know what to say to someone. W-when you held my hand I felt safe. Like a different person." I got lost in my thoughts and started smiling. But when I realized the Musume I'm talking about is the Musume who is with me in this bathroom right now, I couldn't bring myself to think that was a happy memory.

She was quiet for a moment but obviously she needs to have the last word.
"You're making a fool out of yourself." She said quietly in an annoyed voice then just left the bathroom.

I miss her. I want the real Musume back. This one cannot be her. Will she really just bully me and act like she never knew me? I can't imagine that.

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