Finneys pov
I can't wait to go home I hate school so much I mean except robin I have a crush on him but I don't think he's gay, the bell rings which means school is over even though I want to leave and go home I don't want to because of my dad he's been getting worse lately he hits us more I have marks all over me from him also because I save gwenny from getting hurt because she's just a kid she doesn't deserve to get hit no one does.
I was walking outside and saw moose and his two idiot friends I just kept walking trying not to pay any attention to them I walk home gwenny was at Susie's since its friday I was home I know my dad was home so I know I'm gonna get hit no matter what I do.
I was standing in front of my house not wanting to go in but I did I walk in and close the door quietly I see my dad passed out on the couch I slowly walk up the stairs "finney" someone says I stop dead in my tracks and turn around my dad at the bottom of the stairs staring at me "yes dad?" I say "we're you trying to avoid me?" He asks I can see him get more mad "no I just didn't wanna wake you up" I say "come here" is all he says and I know what's gonna happen I walk down the stairs and stand in front of him he grab my hand and throws me on the ground "dad please" I say he hits me in the back with the belt I feel tears in my eyes he hits me again and again eventually he stops "go to you're room now" he say i get up and walk upstairs and into my room I close the door I get in bed tears pouring down my face I could barely even walk because of that basterd I get up and open my drawer I grab the blade and pull up my sleeves and one cut after another it hurt but I didn't care, after I was done I put the blade back and look at my arms blood dripping down them I get up and go to the bathroom I wipe the blood off and bandage my arms I lay back in bed facing the walls tears in my eyes why do I even deserve to live? I mean nothing to anyone my dad hates me and I get bullied.
I hear a knock on the door I wipe my tears and hide my arms I open it my dad standing there "dinners done" he says calmly I follow him down the stairs and to the dinner table I see my dad look at me then back at his food.
After I was done eating I was about to leave until my dad spoke "finney" he says "yeah dad?" I ask and look at him "can I see?" He asks my body freezes "see what?" I ask "I know what you did finney I saw you're arms when you sat down" he says I feel tears in my eyes "please finney" he asks I walk over to him and roll up my sleeves and take off the bandages I see my dad cry for the first time ever I felt bad he gets up and hugs me "please forgive me finney I'm sorry I know I've been a awful parent to you and you're sister I will stop drinking its just been hard ever since you're mom died but that's not a excuse I will be better just please don't ever do this again" he says I feel tears pour down my face I hug him back "I promise dad I will stop" I say I'm just happy I have a dad again♡
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Hey guys I'm gonna still try to post but I'm currently sick and feeling like shit so I will try to post as much as I can I promise remember someone always love you <3
