The Internal world

Chapter 10. Past

 Neruwan said to Sam: relax Sam control yourself.

Sam said to Neruwan: Uncle please don't stop me! you know that because of him I lost my mother.

Neruwan: this is not the right time to discuss such a thing, Sofiya and you, please go from here. we have a meeting next week, we have to discuss it first.

sam(with little anger ): Next aha of course he has to be there but you MR. James let me tell you what you forget that next Sunday is my mother's death anniversary but as usual, you want to work !!! of course, do your work and I do what I want.

sam slammed the door and left James' office with full of anger and Sofiya went after him, Sam walked fast and went to the stairs, Sofiya went there and asked him are you okay, Sam turned, huge her, and said with a little teary eye no I'm not, every time he is doing these, his work is more important than his family. he always does, there is not the only thing that he killed my mother he also killed my sibling. when my mother died she was pregnant.

let me tell you what happened that day. One day suddenly her lubber pain is started but as usual he busy with his work and didn't come, I was just 5 years old, I tried to call him but he didn't answer me, after that I called an ambulance, but... before we reached to the hospital she dead. because of him, I lost my mother(with crying eyes) if he came on that day, my mother and sibling would be alive, but he wouldn't come, Sorry but I don't want to cry in front of you but I can't help it.

Sofiya: while caressing him it's okay Sometimes crying is better than keeping silent it's ok. after hearing that Sam looked at her for a minute and went close to her(to face) but suddenly someone called Sofiya (hey! Sofiya wear are you ) Sofiya stunned up and ran from there saying some words to Sam (I have to go sorry !). after sofiya leave sam to realize that what he going do with sofiya.

He blushed simile and went to his desk, one of his colleagues came and said what happened to you, you looked crying and happy at the same time. Sam said (while touching his lips with his hand ) something going to happen but it had not happened ( with a blushing simile), that colleague said: what..! Something going to happen but it has not happened what are you saying?? hey! sam are you hear? My God, I think he lost his mind after saying that, that colleague he went from there. sam still thinking about that thing said to himself: what Sam what are you going do man (simile), but suddenly he little stressed and thought what if she thinks that I'm taking advantage of her, what if she didn't talk to me, what I do now o my god, I have to talk her.

IN MEETING ROOM...

Neruwan: are you ok James? Here take some water. don't take sam words to your heart.

James: ya I'm okay, I never take him seriously so, let's start the meeting.

Neruwan: but you have to clear those things with him, he still thinks that you are...

James: it's ok let's, you know him he will never understand me so, let's start the meeting now.

Pol: ok let's start the meeting, this is file and .....